Head over Heart

31st March 2012. I have no idea what to blog about but i just have the strong urge to blog before i start the battle of mugging the whole saturday again! :) Well, exactly one week ago, went to play netball with ex seniors! In the end only two turned up, elizabeth and stephanie! Played shooter and because there were not enough people to play half court, each person played two roles, attack and defence! so i was GS and GK! In the end my team won three time and the 4th round i decided to be umpire. xD After netball went to compass kopitiam and had lunch with them! ^^ Jiayin, callie, jiaxin, lynn, elizabeth, stephanie, shu yi! I realised i was the only sec 4 express who turned up! xD Studied alone at KFC before heading to dance. I hate that day because of this part. It's the last lesson of dance. What i will miss most is DFUNKATRON and jacky. Jasmine, Gina, Joy, MinChih and ZongYi. Although i'm a late member of DFUNKATRON and didn't go through as much performances with you guys...

28/3/12 Yes it is not true . It was just a selfish lie by me. It's not purely for the fun of it but I do have some unsaid purpose for it. I wanna use this chance for you to see clearly what is the real decisiOn that you want. Stop holding back, feeling guilty and not doing the things u wanna do because of the stupid me. Don't. Care. About. Me. Please.

19/3/12 Ihateyou . iReallyHateYou. I'mSorry. I'veGotNoOtherChoice, I NEED TO HATE YOU. A YEAR. I tried so hard. It's not self proclaimed, everyone around with eyes and heart can tell. So many ups and downs, because of you from Aug 10-Dec10. So many ups and downs, because of you from Dec 10-March 12. It's more than a fucking year. I'm not typing in rage but i'm typing in agony. It has really been that long? Stupid me. Valentines, birthdays, music covers. I really feel like forgetting everything. Zhen de. Give me a choice again, i used to say i'll do it again. But now, give me a choice again, i'll never do it again. 4 months of happiness in exchange of 15 months of agony. Not worth it. I can be independent and strong, all by myself, and happy everyday. Yet i hate myself for allowing someone to affect me this much. I'm tearing real hard now as i'm writing this. I really have no idea what i'm gonna do. Just found out some things, which i'm re...

THOUGHT I'D NEVER FALL IN LOVE AND THERE WAS YOU. frameborder="0" allowfullscreen> 10th March 2012. Hello people, blogging one day before i'm going overseas! TODAY was an exciting and brilliant day! ^^ Competed in danceworks 2012 (Live it Loud) Catageory 3! We were the last group to compete. Thanks to colleen, huimin, justin tan, brian, ryan, deyi, shaun, darren and zhongyi who came to support! Will post the video of it soon once joy uploads. Well i think this competition is probably gonna be the biggest dance things i'm gonna do this year, bcoz of 'o's. DFUNKATRON is also slowing our pace down as everyone's busy this year! After that went to subway for lunch with the boys. Justin Tan acting like retarded wearing the cap. xD Ryan helped me carry the chair (prop) the whole day! And justin tan help me carry the souvenier bag sometimes! being so gentlemen! ^^ Ryan sat on the chair on MRT, so embarrasing! xD SO difficult to take photo with Brian Lim he...

And you ain't gonna bring me down;) 04/03/12 Netball Zonal Competition have finally came to an end. Although we lost to 3 schools, but it was already a great achievement to enter the 2nd round. For the past 2 tuesdays, it has been feeling so weird. It feels like time flies, because it came to my mind straight on that day that 1/2 weeks ago, it was just valentines day. oh well. Oh yea, some photos on haugeng and yiwei's wedding on 25th February . God bless the young and loving couple! ^^ My day continued with dance @ People's Association (Lavender), lyrical hiphop class by ZhongYi. It was killer routine, but had much fun. It felt like a AHA 2011 crew reunion practice. Met shiqi, vanessa, yisong, jamie, jia min, ziwei, yulin, joey ... i miss all of them lika so much. And that pig that i miss most, yanying didn't come! >: 29th Feb had Sisters clique reunion lunch! ^^ Everyone came except Regina! 1st March , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO D...