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Post-recovery

  Hello guys, I've received tons of messages after my previous post, encouraging words, people who thank for my courage/bravery and are inspired by me. Also, the fact that I always just do anything that I wanna do and the more I fear it, the more I wanna challenge it feeling never dies in me. As i share my adventures, people prescribe the word brave/courage to describe me... And i've been wondering why do people call me courageous and what values define courage. Hence, on my trip to the library to loan some self-improvement books, i chanced upon a book that says The Courage Companion. Well, self-improvement books are a little dry because all you hear about are the examples of how other people made it, how they overcome challenges. I'm more of the 'can't sit there and read other people's success and need to go work my own success out' HEHE. Okay, brief summary for those who wish to leech some knowledge which may be quite straightforward as I can't write i...

BETTER AND STRONGER

  Hello readers. After days of mad rush, finally got some time for myself. I wonder who saw my tweet about trichotillomania and my Instagram new biography. I feel that the time is right now, I feel that I am ready to face the world about this and be completely honest :) also, time to pour my insecurities that I've been feeling all along that were left unspoken. So, I have been suffering from trichotillomania for the past 2 years of my JC education. Trichotillomania is a type of obsessive compulsive disorder that causes you to pull your hair out, and people feel a form of relief by doing that. To all the healthy people out there, I'm sure this sounds sick like why the hell would you pull your hair out. It's the same as wrist cutting, clubbing, blogging, smoking, it's all a form of relief. It just started out of the blue, awhile after jc started, I began playing with my hair. I really wasn't stress at that point in time I have no idea what triggered me to start becaus...