even the grey skies has its beauty
I would really have forgotten about all the negativity i've posted 3 weeks ago in my previous post if ZH didn't made the statement of "you are like so emo", which lead me to why did you say so and WOW. Did I just typed that I hate my life currently 3 weeks ago? HAH. No wonder friends have came up to me randomly, little worried, asking if i'm okay, I didn't know I was in such deep shit now that it's slightly over and a whole lot better. Special thanks to CL for driving me out that night to punggol waterway, and lying to someone else that made me feel more important and better. 4 hours of headless rants and chatters about life. I feel acknowledged when people tell me they can't imagine what kind of shit I'm in and how well I've dealt with it after listening to my story. Also, allowing me to drive your car without a license was really the highlight of the best moments that night. HAHA (I concluded that I didn't wanna die so young ...