Head over Heart

These few days have been having really bad insomnia, lika now.. and the medicines i already took twice the dosage doesnt work :( Monday: Ronnie's hiphop beg, mega love his style and groove and just rockin' the basics. Tuesday: clarice's lyrical jazz beg and gin's hiphop intermediate. There is a reason why i stir away from contemporary/ lyrical jazz for quite awhile despite being crazily passionate just months ago... To be honest, it's due to me leaving Indancity. From being an almost untrained contemp dancer, steppng out of my comfort zone and pushing myself hard every class, how each time my body just cant get used to the intensity of the class but i told myself only through pain i will grow, till i can comfortaby do double pirouettes, fall down in a routine, and keep trying till i get it no matter how dumb i may look at the start, i told myself i just have to try double, triple the effort and i wouldnt be that far away too. Looking forward to indancity before ...

Hey readers :) As much as I want to keep this blog less heavy-hearted, it's a given that when you grow up you can't always go LALALA and HEHEHE anymore :') So that guy that appeared in my life and told me a whole chunk of heart fluttering things, disappeared again. Not that I'm complaining but he always disappears and appears ... Maybe it's his method of making people miss him after his strong presence but for me I just wondered oh, what was I expecting man.. what's new? ..   Moving on, last Monday, went minjia's house to stayover because had meeting at bukit panjang on Tuesday morning. At night, supposed to watch an inspirational touching deep movie but faults with technology made us almost watch Our Times the 3rd time... and decided on Running Man. There's a funny story to this: I had class before this and was feeling quite tired... But I never say no to impromptu and fun plans so... We were lying on the bed watching running man, laughing...

Because I have so many things I wanna share with you Hi, it's 1:19am, not that late but considering that fact that I have to wake up at 6:45am tomorrow, let's hope that I can sleep by 1:45pm. Head's so messed up and I figured out that writing will help me sort out some things... The good thing about blogging is that i can stalk myself back in time and try to recall in greater precision of things that happened because my memory fails me.. Extracted these 2 paragraphs from 2 posts, a year ago.  Bought some drinks from a random cheers and chilled by the bridge. Thanks for calling me beautiful and telling me that I have a nice smile non stop despite knowing my secret (which isn't very much of a secret if you guys read my blog) but still.. it's a big insecurity of mine. And telling me what decoy recee area safe some shit haha and answering my call when some weird angmoh tried to pick me up on the way back Thank you for the shoulder and promises :)  Why di...

Los Angeles, California Seoul, Korea Bangkok, Thailand Now I'm showing you the pictures from Google but soon enough you'll get to see the real ones taken by me HEH! S T O K E D !! Hi guys. IDK what is wrong w life, it's like one minute I'm super free to be posting 1 post a day and the next moment when I'm struggling to find time to blog, it becomes a monthly affair... 1) Dance Factory Instructor As all of you may already know, yes I'm a part time instructor teaching K-Pop adults and Hip-Hop kids at Dance Factory for almost a year already... So basically my classes are on Saturdays, Sundays and Mondays & I have 5 classes as of now :) 2) Admin at Premier Rent a Car (well found this job through Capita agency) The pay sucks.. $7/ hour, they told me that's the market rate for 'a' level qualification.. Even though I feel super cheated cause I realised even the full timers stay super near the workplace (Changi South) and it...