I hate november
Hello. November and December has always got to be the worst months of my life. Last year, I just broke up, this year, i'm facing so much family issues. Seriously i'm dealt with so much tests in my life.. Right now i'm overwhelmed with so much fear, i have difficulty breathing, my hearts wrenched up and my stomach feels tied up like a knot. I am paralyzed by fear. I know there are still alot more things waiting to be done by me, I am caught between giving up and screaming help, that I'm not okay and between acting like everything's well and staying strong. I never considered growing up hard but i did grow up in a broken family. Never thought it had much impact on me until I grew up and the consequences hit me. I try so hard to be my very best yet I do not understand why do God or whoever's up there give me so many challenges to face. My broken family led me to developing some issues myself too when I grew up. I still tried so hard to be okay. To do more ...