POST- BREAKUP & POST-COMPETITION
Our body knows. It's crazy how there's so many levels of intimacy. The level that I appear to be infront of everyone. The level I show on my vlog. The level I show on tiktok nowadays. The level I show to my close friends. The level I write on this blog. I have a lot inertia writing this post because the thoughts run too deep and it's gonna take a lot of effort unpacking them. But again, something I need and want to do for myself as a means of growth and documenting. 'An unexamined life is not worth living.' Those bad feelings that came, 2 weeks before the breakup happened, were real. That's why I said 'our body knows.' After the breakup, I was extremely depressed. My physical body broke down too. I had a lot of injuries, and I lost my passion for life and dance as well. It's really crazy how much I let one person rule my life. I had to journal on my physical journal almost everyday, because the emotions were too intense and everyday I felt like p...