Head over Heart

Because people in the past didn't have trust issues and they were much happier.     For the next two weeks, dance practice is gonna be everyday. Today after a long dance in school, hello school was until frreaking 6pm you kidding me bro. Had dance till 7 plus and went to study with kim my monkey cause i'm her coconut tree (LOVE) When i was about to go home, two dancers came to me and had a deep discussion. Gosh, stuffs in my head from 120% become 200%.. .Luckily at the bus stop, met april and quickly confided some things to her and seek her advice and made me feel better. I swear April is the best at giving emotional support :) Every time i tell her never mind never mind, i'll just give in. She'll say: "NO!" Not the arrogant demanding way, but the 'i refuse to let my friend's heart get hurt'. She really saved me from a lot of emotional turmoil. Thanks babe (LOVE)   On the bus home, a lot things started running in my head. Normally on bus i w...

Hello guys.   I guess the best day in April was good friday, went Sentosa with 072 family (pw group) to celebrate our glorious B grade. I was truly contented, you can ask the people around me taking, I was so terified of a C (because I screwed OP up, but I guess I saved it with my q and a). Okay back to good friday :)   Morning went goodman road (old sota!!) for SR extra dance prac. Ok confession time, the last time I came here was around 6 years ago. I tried auditioning to get in SOTA through dance but I didn't make it. Mum said I should have went in through guzheng (cus it was better than my dance last time) but I don't wanna be stuck playing it for 6 years x) so going into that studio to dance was kinda nostalgic. Was feeling super sick, my stomach was Stirling after the mac breakfast,  I think its too oily for my weak stomach :( plus I havent fully recover from my fever, flu and throat infection, there was a point in time where I just lie dead on the floor feeling ...

Hello readers. Recently, another wave of emotional turmoil is just over and so many things have happened. i am just glad that I managed thisHahas! RealIy loving the after aches of every dance practice. Will run training is also building up, need to spend more time to do conditioning during my off-time! Just settled the seating for prom today, my class got 20 people going, 10 girls 10 guys so nice! Imagine we each walk in with a partner hahah quite epic if you go deeper and start to think about to pair who up xD but nah, Im not interested in pairing with any one of them haha! Studies is still as chaotic as ever but im getting help from my all so loving classmates and teachers. Mom's giving me a test to maintain my sanity every night but so far, im still managing it quite well,  I believe im still quite sane x) Let me talk about my crush now hujrgurosgurhahuaha. Remember how i like shy guys haha. he makes me look forward to school so much more and also helps me with my school work...

Hello readers. Time check: 12:28pm, still up studying. Maybe I should give up ranting and complaining. Well, everyone's life has their own problems, its stressful, insecurities of a girl, so i should stop being so mainstream and complain about the same thing. Hectic March with so many performances is just over, did quite badly for Common Test, feeling pretty screwed and like a failure. Recently was kinda bad. Pretty emotion day and night. Due to the frequent crying, had quite bad headaches and couldn't run and dance properly. Then, diarrhoea struck me and missed a day of school. Accompanied with my recent bad relationship with my Mom, all this physical and mental torture is running me down, I am just so tired to revise every night and i just want to cuddle my bear in bed and wish that the morning never came. Ticket sales for prom is approaching. Can you believe it, I don't even feel like going. It'll be the first time i'm going for my friends and not becau...