PRESS ON,

Hello readers.

Time check: 12:28pm, still up studying.

Maybe I should give up ranting and complaining. Well, everyone's life has their own problems, its stressful, insecurities of a girl, so i should stop being so mainstream and complain about the same thing.

Hectic March with so many performances is just over, did quite badly for Common Test, feeling pretty screwed and like a failure.

Recently was kinda bad. Pretty emotion day and night. Due to the frequent crying, had quite bad headaches and couldn't run and dance properly. Then, diarrhoea struck me and missed a day of school. Accompanied with my recent bad relationship with my Mom, all this physical and mental torture is running me down, I am just so tired to revise every night and i just want to cuddle my bear in bed and wish that the morning never came.

Ticket sales for prom is approaching. Can you believe it, I don't even feel like going. It'll be the first time i'm going for my friends and not because I really wanna go myself. How do i even describe myself? I'm that type of person who would painstakingly and willingly do more things and spend more effort on others than myself. LOL.

Negative emotions aside, I'm starting contemporary dance class tmr 845 at seletar YCK! Super excited for the dance buffet, from school dance to outside dance, dance all night! I hope dance would forever be my remedy. There's countless things I wanna do in my life, hence, i'm maximising my time


Recently, I feel like getting a tattoo. Really love this designs.

The heartbeat one at my index finger.

Freedom at the inner of my arm.

Live Free at my back/
 Dance to Infinity at the wrist.
Of course, i'm not that crazy to get all this. But really considering one of this once i finished my A's . Definitely, not to forget my naval piercing <3 p="">Since we never know what's gonna happen tomorrow, we gotta live everyday like it's the last. So why are we studying so hard?

TGIF tomorrow. 

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