Head over Heart

It's funny how I'm talking about these two events side by side. In the first place, people are usually surprised by the types of dance I do. Other than the look cool hip hop, I do Kpop, contemporary and a little ballet and chinese dance. My dance journey actually started with Chinese Dance when I was 5. Not a very proud moment because I really started young but my progress was slow and negligible when I was young haha. And I moved on to more exposure in modern dance, ballet and acrobatics in primary school while still doing Chinese dance outside. I guess I liked chinese dance most as the lessons were the most fun and I had the most friends there. Somehow I forgot why but I wanted to join a secondary school that was good in chinese dance, and in previous history HS CHINESE DANCE had gold award in SYF. So yea, I always choose the school for dance before academics HAHA. Then came 4 years of chinese dance in HS while I was pursuing hiphop outside since Sec 1. The combination of chi...

It's okay to be wrong because there's right in the wrong. Hey Readers, Proud to say, it has been a week. Usually, I would start the post with it has been a month. Keeping on track! :) Really hope this blogging is gonna help me improve my mindfulness level! On ya guys I recently spilled water on my macbook pro and I freaked out. But it's still alive now so I think I dealt with the situation quite well, so in case your mac book has water spillage too, you can do what I did (?) HAHA and whether it works or not it's god bless you. 1) Turn off your mac book immediately (reason is simple, water + electricity aren't really even friends you know) 2) Use tissue and wipe HAHA (please wipe especially the areas where the water can seep in (e.g, side of track pad, keyboards and the speakers (between keyboard and LCD) 3) chances are the water will be trapped inside your track pad (mine did), so I pressed it around the corners and squeeze out whatever water I can. 4) Take ...

  Hi readers Been told by many that my blog is different, it's not a typical blogger's blog because I just write it like a journal, my every day simple ups and downs. It's true, and I wanna keep it that way. As I look back at my old blog posts, I'm really glad that I've blogged it down in the past because some are once forgotten, but beautiful memories retrieved. Today 3/11/2015 Went to counseling in the morning. Counseling is really good, I used to be very very afraid of the stigmatization that people have with counseling and thinking how will I look in people's eyes. Now I've learned that it's a wonderful thing and however you think of it, it doesn't really bother me at all cause I know I'm benefitting from it. After each session, I feel a tinge of hope like fairy hurts, sparkling and sprinkling on me. All the positive vibes. Perhaps last week was bad because I missed my appointment and it subsequently led to a whole series of 'unexami...

Is mindfulness about thinking about stuffs that I have chosen so conveniently and instinctively to ignore whenever a small trigger of that thought comes into my head? I can hear the angel and devil speaking. The angel is trying to follow up with that thought process but the devil is blocking it so effortlessly like he has done it umpteen times. My dream isn't about being a dance teacher, it is about being able to dance well. To fit that word well, I have chosen to undergo training at NAFA. To make it more socially acceptable,  I've conditioned it, beautify it, altered it such that it becomes: I want to go NAFA because I want to become a better dance teacher. Any dance job is a joy to me. I guess teaching is also my strength as I enjoy simplifying things, solving seemingly impossible problems. Bu the rawest, truest part of my dream is, I want to be a good dancer, to be acknowledged as one even among other trained dancers. I can't possibly just settle for the less yet a more ...