Head over Heart

Recovery Day 4 28/08/18 Hello readers. I'm blogging again at 3am because I'm really removing all the restrictions and limits I have on myself. I just wanna do the things I wanna do. Even though 3am is the time to sleep, I don't want to put off my thoughts, I feel like talking to someone.. Here I am! :) Random thoughts always come and go, I may have even said this in my blog before but it was something fresh in mind... I've always felt pretty upset that since I've been dancing for so long, I seldom get compliments anymore. I know that we shouldn't dance for other's compliments but especially ever since it was became a job, dancing well became an expectation. I know I dance not bad, but people take it as a given that I'm a good dancer since it's my career. I really miss those feelings where I perform and people would tell me, you're a really good dancer. I've had a lot of those compliments when I just started out dancing, and now I barel...

  Hi readers!! Into 2018, I realise that I'm actually a very late bloomer. After the longest time, I started to understand things and perspectives that I could never seem to understand in the past, for once finally understood the right and smart way to do well for exams rather than just working really hard. Although there are still many moments where I feel like my brain is still underdeveloped/ not functioning properly. For example, my inability to resist things that are fun even though i'm severely sleep deprived. Nowadays people call it, don't FOMO (Fear of Missing Out) and I get sensitive to not fall into this label. But no matter how I try to convince myself, to be more rational and think of the consequences the next day, I still want to things in a YOLO way? HAHA TBH I don't think it's FOMO because this concept is over-used, there may be many reasons why you don't wanna miss out on a gathering/ meet-up. Mine being: I'm just a very sociable person, I ...