Head over Heart

Hello readers, i'm here again ! WOHOO Okay recently (not so recently, but maybe for the past 1 year) I find myself keep getting stuck in the situation where there are things I have to do but I can't proceed until someone else does his job. It's so frustrating because it is supposed to be done way earlier and faster but everyone's using the excuse of they're so busy right and I just happen to be that somebody, who can't stand the way things are and that some dumb body who is willing to sacrifice my not so busy time to do the work that that is not mine so that my own work which proceeds it will not be affected?! and also since we're working in the same organization, having a sense of excellence in what i'm doing makes me have a sense of excellence for the whole project which is resulting in me doing work outside of what i need to do again because no one is willing to do it. Everyone's just scraping the surface and ticking things off to-do-lists and y...

the things i've dreamed of, that is easily simple happiness for everyone will be my happiness too. Recovery Day 11 Discovering new things about myself every day and it's interesting. So today right, I got back into my work mode and was clearing all my administrative planning stuffs for concert. Had 42 active conversations in whatsapp and telegram just from today you know thats how much stuffs I was trying to settle with different people. So there was this letter that I'm suppose to write as the chairman of concert lah. Then I draft the letter freaking at least 2 times every day, with new amendments every time and this has been going on for a week and can you believe the letter is still not settled yet? So I'm really freaking tilted lah because each time I thought ok this is gonna be the FINAL FINAL DRAFT, then i send in to my boss and there's stuffs to change again.. and it's never finishing even though it's supposed to be a very simple letter. Also, m...