Head over Heart

 TWO POSTS IN THE SAME MONTH WHATS UP I was so happy with everything I gained in the past 2 months of dating. Everything at the start really went  so well, someone that I would never have imagined, so sweet, so loving...its so crazy cause I almost gave up on this thing called love then this relationship found me. And gave me hope. Then about half a month ago, things STARTED going downhill. We get into quarrels for the smallest thing. We took the shortest amount of time to connect with each other,  to trust each other, to have faith in where this was going, and it also started going down the fastest way possible. Maybe it's because we also grew too comfortable with each other too quickly, too many expectations and I would say the courtship ended too quickly too. The downfall of the relationship happened exactly like how I imagined, because we are both very emotional and we are too involved in our own emotional world. That it's hard to reach out when we need each other....

How many birthdays have I spent on here. Sometimes I'm pretty amazed by myself, I find my perseverance pretty amazing. There's things that I've been doing since a long time ago and it still holds dear to me. I don't seem to get sick of it, I guess my loyalty game strong HAHA Every year when I look back at my posts I really get more and more appalled at how chirpy I sound. Maybe my mind has never been that positive but the way I present myself, in real life or through texts like this, I tend to word it in a more positive way cause I know that one day I'll look back at it and in a way I want to remember that my life isn't that bad? :') Honestly, many thoughts in my mind these ways. In fact, all these time and somehow today blogger found its way to me. On my birthday this year, I planned for a class teaching and gathered all my close friends together for a meal. I'm guessing all my introvert friends hate it when I do that, but I secretly love it when I see ...