Head over Heart

     Last night, I indulged in a psychology love movie. The 'before' trilogy. I remember watching 'Before Sunrise' not long after my breakup. I remember feeling extremely sad, going through all the emotions. Two people passionately in love, not knowing better, just intoxicated. The movie explores love, loss, what ifs... Is it only this special because it only happened for a short period of time? Any 'more' of it, it wouldn't be as special, as magical, as lasting. Is it more sacred because we knew we won't ever see each other again.      A year and half later, I sprained my back and decided to stay up one night and watch a movie. I went for 'Before Sunset'. The story continues on with the two main characters meeting again after 9 years. They didn't know they would meet. But in their own ways, they were doing things in search for the other person in this big wide world. The night was so impactful that the guy wrote a book about it, it became th...

 Hello,  The biggest update that I needed to say between the period that I was away, is that I dyed my hair pink and I shaved it all away again <3  Every time I come back here I feel like a little girl again writing my thoughts down. Today is one of those days where I'm just home alone, not lazing on the bed binge watching dating shows but instead I picked up some markers, got a blank canvas and started writing all the words that has inspired me in 2025. Reading back on my last post in 2025, yes you did the CNA interview and you got pretty recognisable in public after that HAHA. 2025 was honestly an exciting year for me in terms of content creation. Even though I didn't become super popular, there were many firsts in content creation for me. Comic con, paid gigs, getting invited to events, receiving PR gifts, dating show. WELL, it wasn't a lot but it was all NEW stuff shocking my system constantly. That helped me get rid of my sadness a lot. I remember the set-up where...