Head over Heart

This feeling. Of being betrayed over and over again. And what we Always say is, he/she broke my trust. wrong, it's all wrong. It just means that you don't really matter much to him/her that's why she feels it's nothing, it's okay doing this to you. One sided you doing your best to help, build this friendship. The other sided him/her, in simple words: taking you for granted. Well, I'm sorry I'm not pretty of amazing enough to be your friend. Thanks for making me feel stupid. However good and angelic you may be, there's still this part of u that is full of flaws. The sins that we have created because of this flaws, it may be unintentional, but karma will strike you back. Karma goes around and come around. Nothing's really unintentional. Those unintentional things are things u chose not to care much and let it affect u hence you flawed. Today did the balloon activity. We were supposed to blow the balloon to the maximum until it bursts. Befo...

Hello, Haters gonna hate. Go form ur mini gang and come against us (or me) okay. Childish. Tsk. WA so cool got attitude ah! -.- be more mature and spent ur effort on something more meaningful like studies please. Having everything now means nothing because you're gonna lose it sooner or later if you think u're cool this way.

Well, it's kinda sad that everytime I post here, in my blog, wishing that you would somehow be too free and visit it. But I guess its just my wishful thinking. Why would u wanna visit my blog even my you're free .? I remember how hard it was already just to get you to read my posts specially DEDICATED TO YOU last time. Nawhnommjikalapiya! Today had a great conversation with kevink in class. He somehow always give me the ensuring feeling of, don't worry So much, everything will be fine :) however, I was pretty affected when he told me what I did was totally evil. Yea, I have to explain myself again. I know im in the wrong this time. But I really can't stand the heart shattering moments here and there. You did nothing, and if you realised, all these are the creation of mine. My own problems, my own emotions, during ur idleness after a relationship. Im falling sick of love, The fact that I've chosen this path to break off all ties with you, I'm getting mor...

不要留下任何遗憾，一心一意地爱护她吧。 每个女生在微笑的背后都有她自己的故事。 每个女生灿烂的微笑后都有她的原因。 我微笑的原因，是不想让我背后的故事之道我还没忘了他。 @LynetteDance: 在伤心痛苦中还是不肯承认脆弱的那个女生。 ，再相信爱情需要很大的勇气，那勇气，我没有。 你带着可以折叠的爱情。 我在等不变心的真心。 被抱在你怀里，却要隄防你。 爱要多聪明，才能逃得过哭泣。

我不知道为什么，最近的我非常胆小，没有信心。说实在的，我很怕。怕什么我也不知道，就是那总每天收缴无缘无故发冷。 我一直很想说但却说不出口的是： 看到你们两相爱，我很痛苦。 It's no one to Blame but just me and my foolishness. 因此决定逃避， I refuse to care, don't wanna know anything. Avoiding is an act of a coward, but I don't mind being a coward now. If you didn't realise, I'm trying real hard. We can be all strong but theres always Some things in our lives that can bring us down so easily and effortlessly. Dammit.

Let me know that I matter; and I promise you that I'll be worth. Hey readers ! 2 weeks of Chinese intensive have started. 3 days have passed and im dreading it so much already. Everyday we do at least 2 paper 2s and one paper 1. The only homework comes from Chinese . Oh well, I'm targeting to clear my Chinese o's once and for all, A1. If I so happen to get A2, I'll definitely take again. Now I'm in the A2 bench, so these 2 Weeks, gambatteh and pull myself up to A1 standard ! ^^ I decided that these 2 weeks gonna work on my AMATH too. Ambitious me thinking of doing 2 chapters of a math and e math respectively. But Chinese has left me so little time left to practice math. Now, my goal is to at least clear one chapter of a math by this week and another chapter next week. I need to work a lot harder, I know :) The sense of urgency that I've always been trying to look for is finally here . I can feel the fear of O's approaching. I really really badly wann...

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL MOTHERS! Parents always leave the best for their child. eating the trees! Cute Colleen! RAWR. I'VE GOT STYLE! Went to Sentosa for a photo session W my dearest cousin today ;) It was so much fun because of my retardness. Was red shy to take off my shirt! > SMILE BECAUSE NOTHING IS MORE BEAUTIFUL. i've got swag ;) BABY YOU LIGHT UP MY WORLD LIKE NOBODY ELSE. IMPERFECT but i'm LOVIN' IT. After which we headed outside USS to take some photos! ;) It is always awesome with her around. We made a promise to go on a double date with our guy to USS in soon time to come ;) SERIOUSLY, IT'S LIKE SO SWEET FOR COUPLES TO GO USS CAN! (JEALOUS! X)) Had dinner @ Pepper Lunch before heading home ;) It was an awesome day with my girl today. Love her