Let's all be happy `

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Well my title says it all ain't it? Let's all be happy !

Well people, new year moods are ought to be over. It's time to be back into serious studying. Recently into netball games. Well, lost the st nicholas game, they are damn strong. Next game up tomorrow with woodlands, wish me luck ;)

GO 'B' DIV!


OH ya, i droppped physics, now i'm a two pure science student. My mindset was no point holding on to 3 pure if i can't guarantee 3 As right? No regrets, priscilla dropped with me. Recently netball training Ms Sim like having PMS, damn vigorous. Dance was damn fun today, got to do a group dance, choreo-ed by ourselves, me, wenle, cheryl and elaine, and to show the juniors in half an hour time.

Lots and lots of tests coming, i really wish nroth zone ends quickly! But at the same time i wish we can get into second round too! Just started ballet, looking forward to piano ^^

I'm gonna talk more about my dream. It's gonna start small, from being a part time model after 'O's. I do have big great dreams. Maybe there's a reason why god gave me this height. Yes, i get fucking annoyed when people kept on teasing me, calling me nicks because of my height. But no, i'm not gonna let that bother me any bit while i shall use it as an advantage. My next step after i quit DanceFactory is to take Oschool contemporary jazz class, or L.A. hiphop. maybe not regular classes since its o level year but i can definitely afford one or two open houses each month ? :) I don't really care how others think of me (I'm joking cause everyone hates it when others judge them), as in i'm doing the things i want and need to pursue my dreams. SO what if i look funny, look like a joke. People ask me why force yourself this way, why work so hard? Be nicer to yourself. It's alright. Everyone live their life differently. For me, it's just this way. I don't mind doing any thing cause it's a passion. For those who never had a passion, you guys will never understand. It's not any normal passion, it's a burning passion that's in me. I need to dance, to live. I'm going far.

My attitude of learning:
Cause when people tell me how great i am? No, there's so many better.


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Life ain't a fairytale. There will be no happy ever after cause you're neither cinderella nor snow white. Work for it.


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Believe in who you want to be.


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When you feel like giving up, talk to me. I may not be your best friend, but encouragements i can offer many and motivations too.


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I have not given up on 11:11; because i have not given up on you.

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