When love betrays

Hello readers. I'm back to update again. A little out of my mind now. The time now is 4:30am and i'm blogging :) SO much to do, the stress building up. That i don't even feel like sleeping anymore. The assignments that i have to complete, let alone do my own revision, is IMPOSSBILE TO FINISH. geography, a math, e math all the papers. By the time i clear them i would not have time for other subjects already.
OHWELL, complain lesser work harder. Yea i know should spent more of times like this to study instead of blogging here. But.. i'm tired now so might as well blog since i won't get much of it if i study now. BZZZZZZ.



Okay enough rantings about studies. WEll, first week of holidays just passed like that. Going back to school everyday and slacking with WenLe after school. I didn't even realise its holidays. I've been counting and counting for ages wondering why are there only 3 weeks for the June holidays.









Anyways, first week in school. Second week my schedule is already packed free. Kinda looking forward to everything. But following my own principle as usual, PLAY HARD, STUDY HARDERR. So much about wanting to take o school classes this holidays. The timing all don't match and those that match, the classes are full. OH WELL OH WELL. Anyways, decided to complete these few things this holiday :
1) dance cover (probably bad girl good girl)
And so, a month or so ago i posted a dance video of me dancing to goodbye baby. And a random viewer actually commented.



Yeah see how this small little encouragement can actually spark off a flame and inspire me to do another dance cover by this holiday? ;)

2) Learn 2 guitar songs!
what's up with the guitar yo ;) The guitar have been resting there long enough since i've received it for my 15th birthday last year. Hence, i must start training some skills now :) I've been practicing, learning on my own now and then. Probably challenging songs by Simple Plan, i found them cool recently! Pardon me, beginner here! ><

3) Perfect my Canon in D !
You know... all along i always had the mindset that once i've learnt piano the first song i'm gonna learn is Canon in D. The beautiful cheerful melody is just a brilliant piece of music, don't you think so too? HAHAS, but that time got pretty obsessed with the song: Wedding Dress because of dance and hence that was the first super challenging song i've learnt! So just recently, i just finished learning how to play Canon in D after 2 days. So my aim this holiday is to perfect it. Which means to play it error free plus with emotions :)

4) STUDIES!
OKAY this is the damn important part. I really need to put in 200% more effort to salvage my studies. I need to make full use of all the time i have free. No more slacking and playing a fool. No more regretting that i've wasted the holiday. This holiday is far too precious to be wasted. It's O's. OMGOMG 'O's!!!!!!!!!!

OKAY, that's basically the 4 things i'm aiming for this holiday. Call me ambitious or what! HAHAS! Anyways, i have no shopping plans this holiday. Already got myself occupied enough. Only going for one shopping trip with QingQing :)







OKAY, went to Colleen's school for carnival with justin yesterday :) Had an awesome day with jiahua and huimin! ^^ After that went JCUBE for dinner and slack. It was my first time going there :) and i fell in love with a gan tea today :)




You don't say, i went to play this ball thingy with hui min, it's really really fun omgosh! <:










Today, went for 'kite flying' with NDP peeps; HauGeng, YiWei, Luke, JiaSiang, Lionel, Jordi and Jeremiah. Supposingly was kite flying >.< But ended up pinic, chit-chat and did balloon sculpturing (our profession). The greatest joy today was perhaps distributing the balloons to kids :) My deepest memory was one little small boy whom when i asked if he wanted the balloon i was holding, he shook his head. When i walked away, he kept looking at my balloon. From a distance, i smiled and asked him if he wants the balloon, and he nodded his head. CUTE OR WHAT! HAHAS, cute little shy boy :) Hadd dinner at Suntec City and went to went Snow white and Huntsmen. It's quite disappointing to be honest. Not as good as i expected. Was really looking forward to it.

Sometimes it ain't that bad; but your expectations made it bad.

Lesson tomorrow. Whole day contemplating whether should i go for tragus piercing again. I pierced before in the past but i closed it because i was so sad that i couldn't enjoy my music with both ears. (The tragus stud doesn't allow u to wear earpiece) But that day i saw people with tragus stud really niceeeeeeeeeee. But, my final decision was nah. That's not the style that i wanna go :) YIPEE . Gonna do hair treatment tomorrow, maybe buy some studs too. Holidays = happily spending money :)

THOSE MEMORIES REALLY STINGS.

Today in the cinema, i felt so queasy. Really didn't felt good, those memories were choking me up. I hate to say this but; I MISS THEM and you. DAMMIT.