An update for the sake of updating

 

Hello readers. It has been so long. Let's not get on the trivial matters of life cause I ain't have time for that. HEHE. Let's go general. Mid year exams is just over. Look at the damage it has done to me, i can't even type fast now hahas. Recently, i guess all the setbacks that i've met in life have made me more cheerful. Yes i get depressed a lot more often but after all the storm i come back steel strong ;) JC life is quite fun, for all those people out there who chose to go poly and all those juniors who ... wanna go poly too. Really, in JC you just have to find the right friends and hualalala life will be good in its' simplest way.

  So, I've created a class welfare committee in class and i'm the only person in it hehe. It's an excuse for me doing birthday cards for everyone. Idk why i just wanna do it. I wanna let everyone feel appreciated, that they're not somebody and their presence made an impact on others. Maybe it's one of the principal that i hold dear to? Appreciation :)

  So sorry for making all the people around me worry for me. Be it genuinely or hypocritically, thank you to all of you for being part of my life.

  So... aside from the dinosaur tall homework, assignments and tests that I have to manage (struggle) with, I still have the time to participate in outside performances and lead a more meaningful life.



  Honestly speaking, I prefer contemp to hiphop. I prefer soft to loud. I prefer piano to electric guitar. You get where I'm coming from? Yea, I'm newly exposed to contemp in SRJC, for those who didn't know I was a chinese dancer in HS. Chinese dance and hiphop... I would prefer chinese dance maybe .1% more. But i'm  better in hiphop. I have no idea where this summation of my emotions is leading to hahahaaa... okay, conclusion: I just wanna be a versatile dancer :)

  Family. My mum and I are getting along much better. Ever since the Mothers Day card that i did for her, telling her about how i really feel, how i wish we were closer and how i wanna spend more time with her, we quarrel less frequently. Most of the time, I just give in and listen to her. Giving in this little bit just to make her happier isn't really that bad right? :) I just wanna be a good daughter. Simple and meaningful.

  My dad and I are still the same. You realise I don't associate them together cause they're not meant to be associated together. Well, back to my dad. We go jogging together every saturday and I really treasure it, the only quality time where we can bond. My dad does dote on me a lot :) Whenever I wanna buy something, he will get angry at how expensive it is but in the end he'll still buy it for me hahas. He himself scrim and save but always generous on me.

  That's all! :) Moving every step forward in life, with a positive attitude. Here Lynette comes, conquering all odds.

  Meanwhile, God bless all my friends around me who may be feeling worse. Don't worry, you'll eventually find your happiness ^^

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