Even if the whole world doubts you, i'll choose to believe you
They say, only give your best to those who deserve it.
Well thats true, but i will never hurt those that hurt me,
because i know how it hurts and I do not wish for them to feel the pain like I did.
Hello readers, i've only got exactly 10 mins to update this empty space of mine, so pardon me for the lack of pictures, maybe i'll edit it tomorrow because i've got to rush to yoga class!
It has been a month since i'm last here, no wonder i've been so stressed up lately. I should really heck everything and just do whatever I feel like at that moment, if not exams and studying is really gonna drive me crazy. Anyway, one day since mid year exams is over, explains why i'm here typing away hehe ^^
Of course of course, our hard work paid off for SR DANCE MOMENTS. The feedback we received was magnificent (PS, i just watched movie malificient :b) Practice were tough, we were all burnt out and tired as the day approaches, but we really support each other physically and mentally through. I know every item rock the stage!! A big shout out to my favourite item: PLANE DANCE and also my best dancers from hiphop choreography, thank you all so much for having faith in this piece and us the choreographers! Most of you definitely didn't had any hiphop background, but nothing stops real passion, i could see your eagerness to learn and practice and improve and grow <3 p="">
You see, humans are always like that. When we have CCA, we complain that after school we're so tired and don't feel like going, but of course every lesson or cca training makes me feel glad that I actually came. Then when we stepped down, we complain about how we miss dance and school is so boring, and nothing to look forward to. Like what my mom always says, in life, we've been looking and striving for this balance, that is so hard to attain, even till we step into our graves, it'll never be perfectly balanced. I'll always be tipping over to one extreme, but as we work hard and learn, we do get closer and closer to balance. That's what I think... but eventually, anything can just happen and throw you off balance again and make you fall to one extreme. But, that's life right? :) Just try your best but don't find excuses for yourself.
Lastly, I'm really glad i'm enjoying every single day in school with my class girls :) Not the lesson part of course, but the break time, the simple lunch or movie ^^ You know, I used to be unable to tolerate and hang out with a group of girls long term because I always can't seem to find joy before things become too bitchy. Hence, for the most of my secondary school life, I always hang out with one whole group of guys, because they make me feel more comfortable and you know, just guys, plain honest and funny. Of course, one to one relationships with girls were manageable, but when the whole clique goes together, I always didn't like the atmosphere. Honestly, I had a hard time fitting into this clique that I have now... But i'm super thankful. Because today, I realise I can safely say i've integrated and I can laugh along with them, feeling sincerely happy inside. (Pardon me, Cancers are all about emotions :P) Although many a times there are still certain frequencies that we can't communicate, and it would be quite unpleasant at that instant, it always goes as fast as it comes. Maybe because we've all grown up and learnt to be more understanding and tolerant.
Here's some photos of the post MYE steamboat at my house followed by feasting the next day at a dimsum shop near school! :D FOOD PORN MAKES YOU SALIVATE.
Also, don't think I will do well in MYEs (Not even to mention average...), but as usual, i'm gonna keep FAITH and keep trying :)
Well thats true, but i will never hurt those that hurt me,
because i know how it hurts and I do not wish for them to feel the pain like I did.
Hello readers, i've only got exactly 10 mins to update this empty space of mine, so pardon me for the lack of pictures, maybe i'll edit it tomorrow because i've got to rush to yoga class!
It has been a month since i'm last here, no wonder i've been so stressed up lately. I should really heck everything and just do whatever I feel like at that moment, if not exams and studying is really gonna drive me crazy. Anyway, one day since mid year exams is over, explains why i'm here typing away hehe ^^
Of course of course, our hard work paid off for SR DANCE MOMENTS. The feedback we received was magnificent (PS, i just watched movie malificient :b) Practice were tough, we were all burnt out and tired as the day approaches, but we really support each other physically and mentally through. I know every item rock the stage!! A big shout out to my favourite item: PLANE DANCE and also my best dancers from hiphop choreography, thank you all so much for having faith in this piece and us the choreographers! Most of you definitely didn't had any hiphop background, but nothing stops real passion, i could see your eagerness to learn and practice and improve and grow <3 p="">
You see, humans are always like that. When we have CCA, we complain that after school we're so tired and don't feel like going, but of course every lesson or cca training makes me feel glad that I actually came. Then when we stepped down, we complain about how we miss dance and school is so boring, and nothing to look forward to. Like what my mom always says, in life, we've been looking and striving for this balance, that is so hard to attain, even till we step into our graves, it'll never be perfectly balanced. I'll always be tipping over to one extreme, but as we work hard and learn, we do get closer and closer to balance. That's what I think... but eventually, anything can just happen and throw you off balance again and make you fall to one extreme. But, that's life right? :) Just try your best but don't find excuses for yourself.
Lastly, I'm really glad i'm enjoying every single day in school with my class girls :) Not the lesson part of course, but the break time, the simple lunch or movie ^^ You know, I used to be unable to tolerate and hang out with a group of girls long term because I always can't seem to find joy before things become too bitchy. Hence, for the most of my secondary school life, I always hang out with one whole group of guys, because they make me feel more comfortable and you know, just guys, plain honest and funny. Of course, one to one relationships with girls were manageable, but when the whole clique goes together, I always didn't like the atmosphere. Honestly, I had a hard time fitting into this clique that I have now... But i'm super thankful. Because today, I realise I can safely say i've integrated and I can laugh along with them, feeling sincerely happy inside. (Pardon me, Cancers are all about emotions :P) Although many a times there are still certain frequencies that we can't communicate, and it would be quite unpleasant at that instant, it always goes as fast as it comes. Maybe because we've all grown up and learnt to be more understanding and tolerant.
Here's some photos of the post MYE steamboat at my house followed by feasting the next day at a dimsum shop near school! :D FOOD PORN MAKES YOU SALIVATE.
Also, don't think I will do well in MYEs (Not even to mention average...), but as usual, i'm gonna keep FAITH and keep trying :)
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