Head over Heart

Hello readers! It's the last 8 days of 2016 and I can't believe it! Finals have ended and I have officially completed my first semester of university! :D Many of my friends have definitely been here, done this in even better universities. But for me, doing this for the second time in a new university required a lot of faith and trust in myself that things sill work better this time. It has been a year since my change of institution but till today, I still face many remarks and comments about this decision from a public to private university. I hope any of you who is studying in a public university and feel that it is really tough and feel like giving up, I pray that you will have the strength to continue going. I have been put through some harsh situations in my life that I resorted to this but I have never regretted. For those of you still battling, please try your best to finish what you started because life doesn't always offer you second chances like this. Even when i...

Hello readers. Its D-4 to finals and ... I haven't touched my books at all SAVE ME T_T Was so busy with my dance commitments and after that I just crashed and crashed (been sleeping alot).. and times when I'm awake I realise I have so much backend dance administrative stuffs to settle for concert being an instructor. A lot people ask me how I do it, or like it's so crazy, or like you look so shag like you just finish a field camp haha~ But honestly I'm doing it with lots of sacrifice, especially my sleep and health. And maybe the quality of work. Doing a lot of things but not necessary doing very well. Like I would say for my studies, I'm averaging (I really wasn't aiming high in the first place) because it isn't my priority and I just wanna do the best that I can given what time I have left outside of my other commitments :) Also, theres dating time hehe which I absolutely love and look forward to every time :D Trying to at least clear all my dance...

  Hello readers. I'm tearing like no tomorrow as I'm typing this down. With 2 exams and 2 essays due right up after this weekend, I.. should be studying now. But i really can't. Figured out that it's time for me to confess my thoughts and have a thorough cry tonight before I can really start on a new page tomorrow and not work half-functional. As I'm saying this, my mom's depression is acting up again.  (She's flipping my whole wardrobe out and packing them to throw them away, throwing around furnitures in the house, and asking me to die right now.) I've been living with it since I Primary 3. I thought I was a very strong girl and everything seem to be going well and strong all the way till Sec 4. Like no one could tell I had a broken family. I thought I had good filtering skills, I was on the right track on focusing on the positive things, and I never knew that these things didn't show up then but were slow creeping and accumulating inside. Everythi...

  It's Week 5 of school, survived (almost) 5 weeks of a full time student and part time dance teacher life. Let me plainly write out my schedule here: Monday 12 - 3pm         School 6:30 - 7:30pm Teach 8:30 - 9:30pm Teach Tuesday 8:30 - 5pm       School 7:30 - 9:30pm  Teach Wednesday 12- 5pm            School 8:30 - 11pm      Concert Training & All Stars Training Thursday 8:30 - 5pm        School 7:30 - 9:30pm   Open Classes @ OSch Friday 3:30 - 5pm        School REST DAY FROM DANCE Saturday 11 - 12pm         Teach 4:45 - 7:45pm   Teach Sunday 10:30 - 11:30am DFS training 4 - 8pm             Teach Yeah so that's how my non existent social life goes! ^^ Times in-between I usually catch up and revise my school work, some mid nights spent travelling home from far far J...

JX. seriously this guy make me so happy like he's really sweet and nice! So thankful for him in my life nowadays... Despite having extra commitment for the both of us on top of our schedule with negligible rest time... we still sacrifice more rest time to meet each other. For me not that bad.. cause I burn out during the weekends and sleep in during the weekdays (FOR NOW) but for him every night sleep so late and wake up standard time, and weekends have to meet me and get so little sleep :') I just realise how precious it is when someone so packed makes time out for you ... like i know how hard it is for me to do that having to sacrifice things like sleep and when you have someone doing that for you... And how he insist on sending me home (we were just going back home for awhile) when we were going home for awhile so that he could get his car for the midnight movie later and it's on the same day?? HAHAH love you, short post.

Hello readers, two weeks of my life just dashed pass my eyes since I'm back from my wanderlust. *I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT HAS BEEN 2 WEEKS THAT I'M BACK ALREADY. IT WAS TOO SHORT TOO FAST :(* Here's some update about the land of shopping and fashion, Seoul. (I actually have lesser photos of Seoul despite my longer stay here because I mostly went shopping instead of sightseeing. All their streets are bustling with people and hence it was quite hard for me to capture any nice shots. Furthurmore, all their shopping streets e.g. dongdaemun, namdaemun... consists of majority the same few big cosmetic brands HAHA Nauture Republic, Face Shop, Too Cool For School, 3CE.., and Arithium (Which is like our watsons they say)) N Seoul Tower OMG this is a place for couples.. you know all the love locks you see in dramas? YEAH ... quite an interesting feeling coming here alone HAHA! It is actually at the top of Namsan Park and I conquered a super steep hill (Kore...