secret little rendezvous

  Hi readers,

I'm so thankful that everything's going well :)

Review of Descendants of the Sun
I've finished watching the whole 16 episodes within 3 days, I'm sure there's people who did better ;) I would say it's quite a melodrama that causes you to feel sweetness to pure empathy and back to sweetness. I like how they included epidemics, natural disasters into the blockbuster film. They depicted the difference in the mindsets of the doctors who taught they've seen all deaths in the hospital until they see a real war situation in Urk (storyline). There was a particular episode that was really bloody, the earthquake at the building which also made me have a sense of real-time disasters. I guess they kept all the conversations fairly light hearted so that we wouldn't die of a heavy heart. Spoiler alert: EVERYONE KNOWS THERE'S NO WAY THE SHOW WOULD HAVE ENDED WITH THE TWO MALE LEADS DEAD. I was secretly hoping they really did die to have a more realistic sense and less drama happy ending sense.. After all, they are special forces that go to war and fight in places where bombs and guns are your neighbours. Okay that's my 10 cents worth of opinions. For those who haven't watch (I doubt so cause even guys are watching this korean drama), I wouldn't really recommend you to watch because yes it's sweet and cute and everything but it is not life impacting it doesn't affect your life in any way so don't waste your time k. HAHA JK. OH YA I LOVE ONEW'S ACTING HE IS SO CUTE I CRIED FOR HIM TOO.

OMG SONG JOONG KI AND LEE KWANG SOO?


Recently, I realised something that I can improve on..
I gotta admit that my style of work is all or nothing, I either go all out and do something everyday to achieve my goals, or I just do nothing about it. So it's kinda bad as I don't really do things in moderation. Hence, that's how I tire myself out easily too. So I could say let's go on a diet and I'll start eating strictly and exercising everyday no matter how tired or which midnight the jog has to be. If I say I wanna improve on my dance, you'll see me signing up for 2 open classes everyday and hanging around town everyday for the classes and even when I'm super tired for sleeping late and waking up early for work the next day, you'll still see me in town that night. Many people would not agree with my style of work. And I agree it may be too extreme ... but I have no idea how or when I started to work like this... maybe it was since 'O' levels where I started chiong mug for the last 3 months and 'A' levels as well. It's bad, it's really bad. I'm trying to learn that doing 1 thing a day and 7 in a week is better than doing 7 things in a day and 7 things in a week. But my brain just doesn't process that. I'm trying to learn that working out 30 mins a day is better than no work out, but I just think if I wanna workout, I better hit the gym hard 3 hours if not i'd rather not gym. You seee what's wrong with me? ;(

Nevertheless, the week has been kind to me. Allowing me ample time to sleep in and rest. I'm improving in the sense that despite being free from Tuesday - Friday since I no longer hold the admin job, I only sent my schedule to work @ Wavehouse on Thursday and Friday. Also because I figured out that I have 1 000 administrative work to clear on my dance side and my life, blogging is one of them as well hence I'm just gonna take it chill. I'm praying that no one asks me out (people rarely do because 9/10 of my friends are introverts who have a freaking high extroverted friend like me and I'm always the one that asks them out) because once someone does I would surely jump at the idea and forgot what is called rest. ZH told me "do you need me to teach you what is called resting? because I'm a pro at doing nothing." HAHA yes please teach me ..

Giving myself a month's grace to prove to myself. No one else can help me if I don't have the urgency to wanna do something about it. Even though it has been 3 freaking years, please never lose hope Lynette. N e v er  l o s e  h o p e . Thanks for giving me more than a 2nd chance, countless chances, I need to take this chance now and make it work.

Activities to keep me looking forward!

1st - 2nd May : BINTAN with my pokemon trainers !!! HELL YEAH

Found one great article about happiness:
the secret to happiness is to stop caring

https://www.paidtoexist.com/the-secret-to-happiness-stop-caring/

Give it a read if you're free, be open-minded :)

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