Jan 2019
Hello readers.
I guess as you grow up, you lose more and more creativity as you can see from my blog title, it literally became a journal log. HAHA
Realised I'm still owing you guys 2019 new year resolutions from my previous post. For 2019, different from all the past years, i've decided to take it slow this year. I've always been afraid of time passing and feeling like i haven't achieved anything. Hence, I always take pride of the literal long list of things i've achieved, including the goals that I set. Again, I wanted to have a goal in each of the different aspects of my life and even though every year I did achieve my goal, I generally overwork myself. This year, I only have that one goal and this is the biggest goal, the goal that I've been wanting to achieve for a good 6 years. Is to focus on my health and recovery. This shall be my primary and only goal for 2019! Throughout these 6 years, I've always felt impeded from a lot of things I want to do but unable to because of this problem, and I really wanna solve/ have a progress for it this time! So yea here's my new year resolution!!
I honestly hate self pitying but sometimes I really hope they paused to think of the words they said and how would they make me feel. I know they have their stress, their unhappiness, their anger but is it ok to throw it all onto me. .
I hate how this society has primed us that idling is time wasting, its bad and humans should be productive and make the best out of their time. Even as I fall culprit to this norm, I really wish idling isn't seen as a crime. Yet this one week has made me feel like a criminal, a jobless criminal who isn't actively job searching and just wasting my life away at home.
NEVERTHELESS.
Let's end the post with a lighter and happier note of my recent travels~
JB trip with my cousins. Colleen, HaoZhi, JiaWei, WeiXuan.
JB trip with my uni mates. Sheri, WenQi, AJ.
Korea trip with my Mom!~ On the overall, it was a very enjoyable trip to Jeju, Busan and Seoul where we did a lot of things, a lot of sightseeing but also extremely stressful as I had to plan out the whole itinerary and made sure everything go to plan when there are unpredictables like weather, transport and traffic :)
My fav still gotta be Jeju and Busan!
没有你，一年还是好好的过去了。偶尔还是会想想回忆，想想你，还是希望你是好好的，开心的。爱上了真的很难忘，但不再伤心了。还是想念你的拥抱，想念你曾经对我的好。在我心里永远都会有个特别位置的你，加油哦。希望下一个她能不再伤你的心，比我让你开心。可能十年后，我们还是可以继续当朋友。
(wanna put my chinese thoughts here to rmb how I feel..)
I guess as you grow up, you lose more and more creativity as you can see from my blog title, it literally became a journal log. HAHA
Realised I'm still owing you guys 2019 new year resolutions from my previous post. For 2019, different from all the past years, i've decided to take it slow this year. I've always been afraid of time passing and feeling like i haven't achieved anything. Hence, I always take pride of the literal long list of things i've achieved, including the goals that I set. Again, I wanted to have a goal in each of the different aspects of my life and even though every year I did achieve my goal, I generally overwork myself. This year, I only have that one goal and this is the biggest goal, the goal that I've been wanting to achieve for a good 6 years. Is to focus on my health and recovery. This shall be my primary and only goal for 2019! Throughout these 6 years, I've always felt impeded from a lot of things I want to do but unable to because of this problem, and I really wanna solve/ have a progress for it this time! So yea here's my new year resolution!!
I honestly hate self pitying but sometimes I really hope they paused to think of the words they said and how would they make me feel. I know they have their stress, their unhappiness, their anger but is it ok to throw it all onto me. .
I hate how this society has primed us that idling is time wasting, its bad and humans should be productive and make the best out of their time. Even as I fall culprit to this norm, I really wish idling isn't seen as a crime. Yet this one week has made me feel like a criminal, a jobless criminal who isn't actively job searching and just wasting my life away at home.
NEVERTHELESS.
Let's end the post with a lighter and happier note of my recent travels~
JB trip with my cousins. Colleen, HaoZhi, JiaWei, WeiXuan.
JB trip with my uni mates. Sheri, WenQi, AJ.
Korea trip with my Mom!~ On the overall, it was a very enjoyable trip to Jeju, Busan and Seoul where we did a lot of things, a lot of sightseeing but also extremely stressful as I had to plan out the whole itinerary and made sure everything go to plan when there are unpredictables like weather, transport and traffic :)
My fav still gotta be Jeju and Busan!
Also, recently in a very happy place to be learning and exploring very different stuffs in dance! thankful for my Wednesday dance clique that makes me very happy! Recently joined my first ever 7 to smoke battle and managed to go all the way to Top 4! Quite lucky I would say as I was unprepared and went one day after I touched down, taught 6 classes on the same day. Would like to be more prepared and do better, not in terms of placing but in terms of my own progression! FIGHTING AND Thank you friends~
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