New year 2012
Date:２２ｎｄ ｊａｎｕａｒｙ ２０１２.
Somehow i'm lazy to post the photos so my photos will always be one post late! so now the photos to accompany this blog post will be photos from the chinese new year performance k! :D
Alright, this post will be about last day of the year（according to the lunar calender)'s reflection and my new year's resolution! :D Okay the year 2011 has been chaotic. i gotta confess my guiltiness of not studying much. confessions of mugging extremely hard for SA2 but it didn't work out, probably started too last minute. Confession that i really grew a lot fatter and i'm so far from my modelling part time if i continue to be this way. Confessions that it has been a year i still have the same crush. LALA. confession that i didn't work hard enough for dance, i'm still nowhere. leadership, at least i didn't stay at the same position, i improved.
Resolution for the new year is, with all the 'not good enough', i need to work a lot harder, seems im sucha AMBITIOUS maybe overAmbitious sometimes, but i'm not gonna be someone who just talks and carry no actions! My new year resolutionsis ARE!:
1. Ballet (Starting after new year, using my ang bao money)
2. Piano (I must really start it ASAP or else can't complete grade 8!)
3. DFUNKATRON (really work hard for upcoming danceworks competition!, and maybe migrate from dance factory to oschool. oh yes i love dance factory. HAIS. but,
4. Netball netball (this is only short term, but i'm gonna train hard so even if we can't get into second round i will not feel guilty!)
5. STUDIES (this is like my 5th resolution but the most important one).
STUDIES.
Yes i would like to talk about this. I've thought of some things i'm willing to do to let studies work out. 1) Be ugly. Okay this sounds stupid but i've figured out i don't have the time to care about how i look w/o fringe, or hair is not straight anymore. However, theres one exception that i can't make. That is, i can't afford to let myself be fat. This links me to my next resolution, slimming down. I know most of you guys will say i'm slim enough already, but best friends you guys will know i'm fat yea? xD Also, if i need to get a part time modelling job after my 'o's, modelling would be like highly paid and suitable (provided if i'm slim!) Being a dancer, you need to be slim and being human you juts need to look slim to be more pretty. Yea, vain but i can't be happy being fat (SERIOUSLY!) also, to add on to the focus on studies resolution, another sacrifice i have to make is socializing time. Yes it's important but with so many passion and hobbies i wish to take up, i need to choose. We all have a choice. My choice is to give up most of my socializing time. It is also my responsibility to seek help from the teachers in school if i don't understand a certain subject, afterall it's my 'o' levels, my future.
It's like aiming on something nearly impossible. I've never gotten top for my studies. The marks the HS scholar for 2011's 'o' levels couldn't even get him into VJC. I somehow regretted not studying hard for psle and getting into a neighbourhood school. Yes they say as long as you're hardworking, you can still succeed no matter where you go. But, i really think the environment does contribute, even to that tiny bit. Imagine if i was in some school like RGS, i'll be fighting for perfection. RIGHT? It just doesn't feel right doing that in HS. Motivated, 2 weeks of passion, and just die off.
okay bascially you're just read one whole chunk of me crapping non stop.
Today is the last day of 2011, morning went temple to pay respect to yeye nainai. chiong to 313 for last min new year clothes shopping. had dfunkatron practice in the afternoon. Had a super deep talk with dfunkatron. They all think at a much higher level than me. To them, i'm still just a small kid. But to the friends of my same age (maybe only applies to my school and other schools, but definitely not RGS, etc), i sort of have a higher level of thinking than them. Not smarter, but like those social matters. At night, had reunion dinner. Photos of reunion dinner will be posted in the next post, probably after the chinese new year week! JIAYOUS :)
Went bbublek yesterday, made a new friend, the 'boss' called jackvic. Well he's friendly but kinda flirt. But nice to talk with :)
天下没有不散的宴席，没有不散的友情，更加没有不散的爱情。
Somehow i'm lazy to post the photos so my photos will always be one post late! so now the photos to accompany this blog post will be photos from the chinese new year performance k! :D
Alright, this post will be about last day of the year（according to the lunar calender)'s reflection and my new year's resolution! :D Okay the year 2011 has been chaotic. i gotta confess my guiltiness of not studying much. confessions of mugging extremely hard for SA2 but it didn't work out, probably started too last minute. Confession that i really grew a lot fatter and i'm so far from my modelling part time if i continue to be this way. Confessions that it has been a year i still have the same crush. LALA. confession that i didn't work hard enough for dance, i'm still nowhere. leadership, at least i didn't stay at the same position, i improved.
Resolution for the new year is, with all the 'not good enough', i need to work a lot harder, seems im sucha AMBITIOUS maybe overAmbitious sometimes, but i'm not gonna be someone who just talks and carry no actions! My new year resolutions
1. Ballet (Starting after new year, using my ang bao money)
2. Piano (I must really start it ASAP or else can't complete grade 8!)
3. DFUNKATRON (really work hard for upcoming danceworks competition!, and maybe migrate from dance factory to oschool. oh yes i love dance factory. HAIS. but,
要绝情就要狠心.
4. Netball netball (this is only short term, but i'm gonna train hard so even if we can't get into second round i will not feel guilty!)
5. STUDIES (this is like my 5th resolution but the most important one).
STUDIES.
Yes i would like to talk about this. I've thought of some things i'm willing to do to let studies work out. 1) Be ugly. Okay this sounds stupid but i've figured out i don't have the time to care about how i look w/o fringe, or hair is not straight anymore. However, theres one exception that i can't make. That is, i can't afford to let myself be fat. This links me to my next resolution, slimming down. I know most of you guys will say i'm slim enough already, but best friends you guys will know i'm fat yea? xD Also, if i need to get a part time modelling job after my 'o's, modelling would be like highly paid and suitable (provided if i'm slim!) Being a dancer, you need to be slim and being human you juts need to look slim to be more pretty. Yea, vain but i can't be happy being fat (SERIOUSLY!) also, to add on to the focus on studies resolution, another sacrifice i have to make is socializing time. Yes it's important but with so many passion and hobbies i wish to take up, i need to choose. We all have a choice. My choice is to give up most of my socializing time. It is also my responsibility to seek help from the teachers in school if i don't understand a certain subject, afterall it's my 'o' levels, my future.
VJC
It's like aiming on something nearly impossible. I've never gotten top for my studies. The marks the HS scholar for 2011's 'o' levels couldn't even get him into VJC. I somehow regretted not studying hard for psle and getting into a neighbourhood school. Yes they say as long as you're hardworking, you can still succeed no matter where you go. But, i really think the environment does contribute, even to that tiny bit. Imagine if i was in some school like RGS, i'll be fighting for perfection. RIGHT? It just doesn't feel right doing that in HS. Motivated, 2 weeks of passion, and just die off.
okay bascially you're just read one whole chunk of me crapping non stop.
Today is the last day of 2011, morning went temple to pay respect to yeye nainai. chiong to 313 for last min new year clothes shopping. had dfunkatron practice in the afternoon. Had a super deep talk with dfunkatron. They all think at a much higher level than me. To them, i'm still just a small kid. But to the friends of my same age (maybe only applies to my school and other schools, but definitely not RGS, etc), i sort of have a higher level of thinking than them. Not smarter, but like those social matters. At night, had reunion dinner. Photos of reunion dinner will be posted in the next post, probably after the chinese new year week! JIAYOUS :)
Went bbublek yesterday, made a new friend, the 'boss' called jackvic. Well he's friendly but kinda flirt. But nice to talk with :)
Comments
Post a Comment