为什么你对我这样好，我怕我会爱上你
如果你是故意这样做的我不介意。
看到你们两个在一起，我真的很难受。
我已经进我全力了，如果说后悔，只有当初为什么让你走。
你可能没有伤心难过，但肯定会有无数的自责。
好奇的我常常让自己自禁，
明知道知道了会更痛却还是好奇。
好奇心是带来今天的结局，
我服输了吗？
我不要这样的生活，
看着我解脱吧。
越想忘记，回忆越死缠着我。
我真的很好奇，那些日子我对你到底是算什么。
就当成是自己太念旧。
我站在将开驶的火车上，在离别前；真心祝你幸福。
2 months + post breakup
It's crazy that time just keeps passing. I realise that we don't really share that much memories together and when I keep replaying and replaying, the recorder runs through very quickly. There's only so 'much' experiences that we shared together. We were together for almost 3 months... and now we're separated for almost the duration of us being together. And it's crazy that time is going to keep passing and the time spent being away from you would start becoming longer and longer compared to the time that we had. Recently I'm into this sadness. Not the great depression but just deep, but not heavy, sadness. To pinpoint it exactly, I miss you. I'm not sure what I'm missing. The memory of us or you. I am no longer extremely curious about how are you or how's your life, but many things still remind me of you non stop day to day and instead of sadness... where it's something I lost, it's ... longing for something I can never have. I have...
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