WHEN LOVE STOPS

I TELL YOU I MISS YOU BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW

Date: 30/04/12.



Heylo, the more i look at the vblog of myself the more stupid i find myself! >< Anyways i'll be giving it more attempt. Hopefully, one day i'll look more natural (?) KEKE.

School isn't here and there. Monday blues. And tuesday, it's may day, holiday!

Enjoyed playing volleyball with my class girls today :) Laura, WenLe, YuYan, Phyllis, YuWei, Sherry, YiJian (exception) and Chrislyn! Personally, i feel that it's not the game that excites me but the people whom i play with. I feel very warmed when everyone just gathers and have fun together :) Just like the scene of my class getting all rowdy this morning. Hearing the chatters, i actually felt touched by that little insignificant details that little would notice.

你还是要幸福，你千万不要再招惹别人哭。


Dedicating this song to all my readers, recommended by ShiQi.

Sang by Hebe,



It breaks my heart by i'll get through.


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AND FOR A MOMENT, I WAS LIKE:

GOD DAMMIT, WE'RE 16. WHY DO WE EVEN GET INVOLVED WITH LOVE?


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IT'S NOT THAT OUR CASES ARE SIMILIAR,
IT'S THE FACT THAT WE'RE ALL GIRLS.
CONTRADICTING GIRLS.


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I feel like sucha loser for ignoring you like that. Maybe i'm really a loser, i can't face you at all. I'm never giving in to admit that i'm weak. Do you have any idea how much i really wanna talk to you, still be friends with you. Do you know how much it hurts to act as if i didn't see you each and every time?'

Just like how the lyrics of the song says, i wish you happiness. Don't make her cry, love her, adore her. What we had, you can just treat it as a bad experience. I'll still cherish those memories. But as much as i would like to hold on to them, they hurt me. My only choice is to let them fade as time passes. You know what sucks most? It's that you didn't do anything to hurt me. That's the part that hurts most. The fact that you don't give a damn.
TBH, i hate typing like a emo girl like that.

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