Goodbye my love


Yay! A short post before I go roller blading today with WenLe at Pasir ris Park! :) 

As you can see from the picture above (that's my maple character last time), that's how I feel right now, or maybe more of yesterday after all the promo exam scripts are returned to us. I did improve in all my subjects on overall, but the improvements are not sufficient to let me promote to year 2... To my secondary school juniors that have always regarded me as smart and studious... I'm really not that good. It's a week away before they release the actual promotion results based on overall score for the year, and I don't think I will clear it. I just hope that they'll give me a chance to sit for the re-paper.. (Cause there's a criteria for this too) instead of retaining me straight away. The thought of retaining makes me quite restless but the real reason for the tears falling from my eyes is 1SR17...

1SR17, you guys are the first bunch of classmates that I actually feel so comfortable to show all my unglamarous, stupid and crazy side to. Maybe it's also a process of maturing, but it's the first time I do not care about whatever image I have and just have fun all the time. Although most of our encounters are academic wise and we seldom go out and play due to the heavy timetable, there's this sense of closeness, maybe because we've all encountered the toughest period of our lives together. Even though some of you are very competitive, none of you are too selfish to help. Being in such a good class also created a very motivating and conducive environment to study. Life's already plain enough so we shouldn't forget about all the simple activities we went through. Such as angel and mortal game, movie marathon, dragon boating, WILL run and appreciation night.
To the girls, our best times together are all the PE lessons, where we support and encourage each other to persevere through the runs, pacing each other. Where we became from haters of running till we ran our first 10km together. All the games session, touch rugby and frisbee where we kept losing yet you girls still kept doing stupid poses with me at the start of the game. Also, not to forget all the birthday celebrations together! And my dearest clique of girls that always eat together, always go home together, sleep together during the breaks, spam whatsapp together during exam period and going out to eat and eat good food x) we're all foodaholic ;) 
To the guys, our best times together are probably in class. Sounds duhhh but really, all of you always entertained us during lessons, bringing so much laughters and joy to us. Ohh and also joining you guys for lunch sometimes, what we do most is disturb and laugh at each other xD these bunch of guys are a mixture of smart and slack :) remember how Zane and Gary got punished during chem lesson for being too noisy and they did the Gwiyomi dance? That was really hilarious. And also dragon boating where Zane was sitting in front of me and he purposely keep splashing water backwards and I was super drenched. And the nicest, patient Brendan that always help me with school work and always falling down in front of me xD


And we're gonna all separate next year. Really cannot take it and hate it. The worst part is if Cant graduate with you guys or I'm the only person in the class retaining...  

Hais. 


//so I think I have a crush on you,
And it didn't start out of the blue.
You were cool when I was blue,
It makes me wanna know you.

When you try to impress,
I found myself staring at you.//


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