Post promo.

Hello readers. 
 
The grand promotional exams are over. It was really the first time, last Friday, that I went out with no mental baggage. I knew that I had all the time of the world to play away. Went to town with him and to my astonishment, the plushey arcade and my pikachu statue outside Scape* is gone. GongCha has changed it's spot, such drastic differences show how long i haven't been to this old home. (Actually
not long ago I did come here for MOE Racial Harmony dance filming, haha.) Saw lots of strong dancers at Scape* dancing and unlike the past where it motivates me to train harder, it sort of demoralises me now. It's been equally long since I last joined any competition (the last one was NgeeAnn KPOP dance last year dec) and I have no idea where do I stand. There's a PULSE! competition upcoming and since I'm quite done with my promos now, I really want to join. However, the tides are not on my side as I think it wont be successful. All my crew mates are high profile busy people... And joining comp really requires quite a lot of commitment. Okay, so I just marvel the dancers  with ultimate swag-ness. Had an amazing day bickering with Anthony Chong :)) 

Today, went to Karaoke with my beloved Colleen. We (or rather I) was so high that I was dancing and singing to Korean songs, and holding a mic while doing that really made me feel like some Korean star.  We really sang our hearts out today and there's surely post K side effects, sore throat hitting us tomorrow. I was really enjoying myself, jumping on the sofa.
The later part of the day wasn't such a good one. Quarrelled with my mum first because she was being so damn unreasonable, then my PW mate. Ultimately, I'll always be the one apologizing cause imma person who is really sensitive about the feelings of others and would rather suffer by myself to relief the pain on others. And many of times, everyone is just so good at this pretence that you'll never really know are they hurt. But I'll apologize just in case. I'm willing to put down my pride. 



Tomorrow, I have no idea what lies ahead me but its 2am now and given the situation now, it's guaranteed that I'm gonna sleep in tomorrow. Although there are a few things that I feel like doing.

1) practice GuZheng 
2) practice guitar (learn a new song)
3) hit the gym
4) rollerblading
5) study a lil? I have e learning!!! 

Okay the 4th one is really random but I just have a feel for it right now. I guess it's gonna be one of the things I can't complete tmr cause nobody would wanna go out in the sun, sweating and rollerblading. Everyone now just likes to go to shopping mall, and eat all the good food and not sweat... Especially my class now I really can't find anyone outgoing to go play with me. The only activities which I can engage in with them are watching movie and eating good food... Boring, boring. 




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