3 jobs

 Hello humans. Just an update. My life used to consist of studying and dancing. Now it consist of working and dancing. I'm so glad that dance is still a constant. Anyway, I'm holding 3 jobs now so congratulations to me!!! I havent started all 3 at one go yet (This coming week). Currently, I'm working as a casual labour at wavehouse Sentosa (and I freaking love their roast duck pizza). Second, I'm dancing dance to kids at preschool and going to take classes at DF branches at sBishan and Sembawang. Any little brother or sister of yours keen to take up dancing? HEHE (not gonna give away too much info cause I don't want my blog to appear when people google my dance school). Lastly, I'm going back MICE to work for events like banquet (what I did after my O levels that time) and apparently the manager still recognises me and my ability after 2 years and is training me to be junior captain hehe. Even though it's gonna be very tiring, i'm so excited! Can't wait to live my full full life! Bitch you ain't have no rights to define how full my life should be and how a full life should be like because ITS MY LIFE; I JUST WANNA LIVE IT MY WAY (plays music).

 Lastly, just some pikachu for thoughts. Why does the world seem like such an angsty place. Everyone is ranting about life, bitching about another person and holding a grudge over minor issues.  Yes other party may be wrong, but friendship is a give over take business yo. Why be so petty and competitive? Can't you contain that booming ego, individualism, narcissism, in layman terms- selfishness of yours. Can't you contain that anger? Can't you embrace a human? ZZZ I mean like textbook reasons I know why, competitive environment, fast-paced life, stressed society, high cost of living, lacking empathy. But this is not your bubble, you're living in a collective world. I'm asking why despite knowing all this we are not examining ourselves. It's like you've mixed all the correct portion of chemicals for a perfect drug but you forgot the step of feeding yourself. LOLS. WHAT AN ANALOGY. Goodnights, as working at 11am tmr at Sentosa is no joke. (It's at beach station, last station of the tram and it's a 10 min walking distance to wavehouse from beach station).

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