Always do what you're afraid to do

Hello readers.

Blogging at my workplace now. I don't understand how time passes so quickly. ZOOOM, The sudden realisation that I haven't blogged for some time, *checks my latest post*, that's a month ago already :( thailand didn't feel that long ago but I really miss holidays.


My every day life now is quite boring and I don't see much things really worth blogging about, I wish I had more holiday trips to blog about :b But guess who's stuck in Singapore for the next 4 years .... UNIVERSITY. Still, I'm very excited for university to start! ^^ New friends, new dance club, new culture, new knowledge :D

These days, I've quit my work at Wavehouse Sentosa. Reason being that I want to pursue more of my personal interest and I've saved some $$ after working the first 3 months of my holiday away. So I've signed myself up for Harp, Ballet, Contemporary classes... and definitely many many O Sch open classes :D Have been celebrating TGIW at Zouk these weeks ;) Yesterday I finally got on the podium and it really helps to be a dancer because you can feel people's gaze at you. And you go, YEA I'VE GOT THIS, ALL EYES ON ME, SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE. But honestly, it's tiring, draining and most days I just go for the occasion with my friends.

I'm still working part time as a admin at my dance school, as well as teaching dance classes.

That's pretty much about my life now. I'm starting to wonder as I venture into university life, will this  space of mine, that I've kept for 7 years be given up? As I'm running out of things to say. I used to have a lot of views, opinions, rants but these things seem to matter less as I grow up :) Also, it seems harder and harder for me to write narratives of my life. It seems that the sub-conscious idea of "everyone really only gives a damn about their own lives" is kicking in.

Maybe I'll go home and upload some pictures and clear my limited iPhone gallery space as well.

bye.

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