PASSION JUICE

PASSION = BRAIN JUICE

They happen simultaneously and the first is definitely needed to drive the latter. (once again, at least for me!)


SUP READERS.

Taking the time to blog while I'm working :3

11th April 2015
  Didn't even have enough sleep the night before and need to reach marina bay floating platform by 7am... Early mornings was never my thing let alone how I've graduated from JC now. Nevertheless, POP LO!

  HAPPY POP to my dear friends! Linghang, Zonghong, Damien, Kevink, Jordan, Melvin and YangHan! :D and also other friends who have completed their POP 2 days earlier: Aloysius and Blandon! You guys have endured through the first 3 months of BMT and I see the transformation in all of you, becoming slimmer/ becoming more buff... making me wanna join army too (JK). I hope other than these physical transformations, the army has trained you on your mental willpower and this definitely puts you ahead of others! :D

Went for lunch with YuLin (we attended the POP together) at Nex Hot tomato, so JINX we keep saying and have cravings for the same thing today. TELEPATHY ON POINT! After that went for my harp class LALALA.

What a long day, after harp class rushed down to MacPherson CC for a T-Net Club dinner representing DanceFactory with Minni, Made some new friends there and found out a lot about social work from this guy who was majoring in that. I'm actually quite keen on volunteering at MacPherson CC as I've always wanted to join some voluntary good and bless others in my life (it seems like i've stopped all the CIP after secondary school and I really missed those days.. the only CIP i get in JC is flag day fund raising thanks to latecoming, not voluntary at all...). But it's probably not a good time now as I'm really occupied with work and enrichment classes (excuses yea, but my heart to serve still remains and I will make it happen at some point in my life when the time is right!)
It was a good dinner and I couldn't stop freaking out at how the fish head was facing me. So disgusting I didn't even dare to jab the fish to take the meat and this guy at the same table was laughing at me and he helped me take a serving of fish hahaha. Minni says I'm an embarrassment (she's super feminine, ladylike the way she sits and have her dinner while the freaking garlic flew to another person's head while I'm trying to pick up my duck meat (OMG I LAUGHED LIKE MAD HAHAHA)) I really had fun with her that night. Singing all the chinese songs as we walked to the MRT :)

12th April 2015

Had DFS audition. Truth to be told, I was quite confident that my place in DFS will remain lah :b with this assurance I wasn't particularly nervous and I guess I did pretty alright :)

15th April 2015

  TGIW with Kinwee, Cait, ZiHao and AhFeng! Super funny and happy night with them. So long since I last played drinking games while drinking (nowadays when we drink before entering Zouk we just wanna faster finish drinking, get high and go in, forgotten to enjoy the process of drinking). The night is still young, no hurry. I kept wining Kinwee in 5,10 (GRINS). Go in dance, Ah Feng say I keep hitting until her hahahah CANNOT HELP IT BECAUSE LIKE GIRLS BE THE HEIGHT BELOW MY ELBOW AND WHEN I DANCE I HAVE TO PUT MY HANDS UP IN THE AIR SOMETIMES AND SAY EH YOOOOOO. I pretty much dance quite crazily when I'm with them and hence I enjoyed myself and had a lot of fun. It was quite heavy for 4 of us to finish a bottle (mostly me, kinwee and zihao) so we were all talking rubbish and laughing at every shit. At night Jolynn came my house to stayover and I met Kiansoon and Deyi in a towel on my head hairstyle. HAHA


16th April 2015

  People think I'm screwing up my life by partying the night away when the morning next I have an university interview. I doubted myself too and asked what am I doing with my life. But when you're in the moment of enjoying, in the moment of fun, it's terribly hard to resist (maybe just me), So i went for SMU faculty of Social Science interview. I was feeling okay because I took a quick power nap and was determined to do well for my interview. (pinning my only hope on SMU as NTU hadn't contact me then) It was a discussion about robots taking over the world. Not in that sense but technology, morality, effectiveness and feasibility wise. After all, robots are made into precise configuration for whatever function by humans and it's up to humans what chips we want in them. However, will there always be an innate need of human that these robots cannot satisfy? Would you trust a robot to be your nurse? Would you feel like the robot loves you? Would you trust your robots to go for war? War is brutal but there are always exceptions and what if the robot just destroys everyone in sight irregardless of their stories? Robots will be so fast that even if you wish to intervene, it may be too late. So are robots still worth the investment? :)

Anyway fast forward, got the news that I'm accepted into SMU few days later. YAYYY! :) So first year I'm be learning generally all the 3 disciplines, psychology, sociology and political science before choosing which I want to major in in Year 2.

After interview, went to teach at Cherie Hearts, these kids are getting too comfortable with me and starting to get out of hand tsktsk.

17th April 2015

  TGIF yet again, once again at Zouk. Managed to get the guest list this time and went with Jolynn, Chrislyn, Lionel, ShengJian, ShengLun, Kaidi, Aaron, Yongseng and Javen (Secondary school mates). Drank at Cloud first, ordered a bottle and played 5,10 as usual, it was roughly equal wins but I still think I won more rounds hehehe. Didn't put much mixer and hence I was one of the few who was quite gone already at the start haha. Not gone gone but I can feel myself walking to the left and right and starting to talk randomly. It's the first time I'm out and so high (the only other time I reach this stage I was crashing YT's hall so it was a safe place to sleep in). I don't think this is called getting wasted and I think it's nothing shameful about drinking or going clubbing? So I'm just gonna honestly blog about my experience, thoughts and feelings here. I don't know how many people will understand how I feel about just wanting to go club because I like to get high and dance. But it was fun as the blood sugar remains high. HEHE. These few days when I drink I realise I'm getting lesser allergies the next day, like rashes. Maybe my body is adapting? ^^ These nights are quite similar that I can't really differentiate what happened on which nights. OPPS. Shared a cab home with Javen and ShengJian :)

After clubbing with 4 groups of people, my honest opinion,  I still think my supper KAKIS and my dancers are the most fun to club with HAHA! Because they will really get high and party with you the whole night.


18th April 2015

   Ballet class in the morning, harp in the afternoon. Then went Wavehouse to work as Casual Labour till 11pm. Made new friends like the group of malay boys and Dalton. Dalton was funny as he was only confident of carrying 3 drinks on one tray. And after awhile he moved on to 4... and sometimes he don't want to take so many and I have four drinks left on my tray he ask me to share half half so we each take two. HAHA. Had an easy night acting like standing tables at the beachfront area. I swear I didn't have any appetite for supper tonight, too freaking tired.

19th April 2015

  My much awaited Ryezal's waacking class has finally started. I finally got to learn waacking proper and cheers to the muscle aches that's arriving as a package. Also attended Kevin's Sexy K-pop class, learned Kiss Kiss by Ladies Code and Jacky's class. It was tiring, both physically and mentally as it was a buffet of routines and choreography to remember, no idea how are we going to survive 4 consecutive classes next Sunday!

20th April 2015


  Went to assist teaching at Townsville Primary School. The disparity between the two classes is huge, Learnt some strategies to manage these kids and enforce discipline :)


22nd April 2015

  Tonight it felt like the Clash of Titans. After work rushed to Mega Crew training, from Sembawang to Pioneer! At the same time, had to settle some urgent stuffs at work. Concurrently, they are delivering the harp to my house and my mom is spam calling me. I really felt like superwoman going haywire. Training ended on a happy note as we learned a waacking choreography by Ryezal (I really look up to him as people seldom speak much about foundation of HipHop, more of ballet but in him I understood what it is). Misplaced my phone at JE studio and only realised when I'm halfway on my journey home (GUYS DO YOU KNOW THE DISTANCE BETWEEN JE AND SK) and because I was happily chatting with Veron about my excitement for university. So I had to make a return trip to retrieve my phone. SOBS, reach home really late.

  Met Jolynn at around 12am going 1 to film my dance cover YAYYAY. Had a few takes, different angles, and we end up chatting away the rest of our night, covering all topics from friends to personal to dreams.. till 5am and I walked her home :) Thank you for your help today!!

23rd April 2015

  Had piano class in the afternoon and made a trip down to Bugis to buy new ballet shoes (I just lost it somehow).

  After many weeks of procrastination, I finally made it down to Oschool's Reggae class with my BFF, WenLe. Really thankful that she's willing to try new stuffs and attend class with me. Cheers to your bravery as many people wouldn't have the courage to just come for class with no HipHop background. But someone late made us miss the 6:30 Hiphop class ... So we had a long chatting session till 7 plus where I taught her some routines that I know before we went for class. We spent a significant amount of time marveling at the Cheer Leaders flying and falling safely, This is gonna be a weekly affair YAS YAY!

At night went to Jolynn's house to edit the dance video. Stayed up till 4am and spent 4 hours editing... Because she's such a perfectionist, I didn't even mind when it was my own video but it was a nono for her... She's more serious than me. Too tired, end up sleeping over at her place.

25th April 2015

  Do I need to repeat this again, it's a Saturday. So routinely, ballet and harp class. Mom SOS me home to teach her opera LOL. It was because I was from chinese dance and she is going to have a performance soon and she needs help with her movement. I got so pekcek (in a funny way) teaching her that I had to try my pikachu (on the sofa not floor) because I couldn't stand it anymore. Asked her to be more gentle, use her breathing and be more demure in her actions but she just look like a statue posing with no emotions. Even need to teach her how to express being shy in body language (dance posture language). And I ask her to move her head her refuses she ended up rolling her eyes in all directions instead of rotating her neck. HAHA she really needs more practice if she wanna look good and wanna live up to the standards I want.

26th April 2015

  Finally the full force of 4 classes was experienced. Ryezal's waacking, Kevin's sexy Kpop, Jacky's class and DFS crew training. By Jacky's class after the showcase I was just jumping around and being high in class already. You know when you're tired but you need to keep going you end up being in this high state unknowingly. HAHA. Jacky asked if it was too vigorous for us but the strong dancers say we can take it, it is training for our stamina and endurance. WAY TO GO DANCERS WOHOO NEXT SUNDAY DANCE MARATHON AGAIN :D

27th April 2015

  Morning went to the GYM with Jolynn, so long since I visited a gym as I've been working out at home instead. AVCC's gym doesn't give me the motivation, I like tampines CC's one. I always feel the extra push when I'm there haha. Went home to bathe then went to work. After work used studio to practice my ballet.

   I lost my wallet today and had a shock of my life because there was quite a lot of cash inside. Luckily no stranger picked it up and the bus caption returned it safely to Punggol interchange. So I went down to Punggol to collect it after finishing my Ballet self-prac :) It was partially Snapchat's fault for making me lose my wallet and I said that if I were to get it back, I will delete Snapchat but I haven't HEHE. I need things to make my life less boring lahhhhhh.


  These few days stupid Kenner is making me sleep deprived as he floods me on Whatsapp till 2am. JK, he say if I don't wanna talk then I wouldn't reply too which is true. Talked so much crapped that could have been exchanged for valuable sleep. This is part of my social life I guess.

Today is the 28th of April, like I said, I'm working now and tonight wanted to stay to practice ballet but I guess I'm tired of staying out... shall go out and work out instead. My work hours are freaking long guys, 4 days a week and 9 hours a day. Staring at this screen all day (including now) is giving me a massive headache. Tomorrow I'm gonna watch Avengers in Platinum Suite with lunch included. How cool is that. Thanks for the ticket ;)

PS, pardon me for the extremely wordy (lynette can't keep her messages short) entry as my iPhone is still at Sim Lim Square and I haven't had the time to go down and collect after a week hehe so all the photos are inside.

Hopefully I will collect it and update this post again before my next entry.

To add on, I REALLY THINK I'M DAMN SMART (csq AGREES). My intuition and instinct is spot on and i'm really impressed by myself. I really need to study human behavior deeper and hence am very very very very eager for 大学 !

JIAYOUS EVERYONE. I LOVE MY FULL LIFE DESPITE HOW DRAINING WORK IS. HATE WORKING BUT MONEY MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND. (sad but true so stop being such a proponent for "there are other things that matter other than money") Sure there are but money essentially matters, a lot :)