FRIENDS COME AND GO

  Hello readers.

I swear I made 100 phone calls out today, no joke. (WORK SUCKS)

Anyway, last night before I slept, I suddenly missed all my old friends, and started recalling who were my 'important' friends in my each phase of life. Majority (90%) of them are no longer in contact, but still I love to thank them on how they've been part of my life and a significant part of my life. Friends come and go... but at least at that moment, these friends were the best things that I've had. So thank you for the memories.

Recently, I've learnt the hard truth about people coming and leaving in your life. Friends included and I've chose to see things in a different perspective. Definitely, I will spend effort keeping those that I feel comfortable with and feel the same back, but I will no longer feel so sad like how i always did in the past when I draft with someone I consider close with.

Let's go down memory lane.. gonna be brutally honest here. So maybe some of you may get disappointed I'm sorry. Those who are disappointed, you guys are those that made those who are mentioned here important. I mean there has to be a comparison right. If everyone is important, what's the point of being important. There most be some people that are less important to make the others MORE important. HAHA SUCH A BITCH WAY OF SAYING BUT BEING HONEST HERE.
Also, some of you may be surprised that even though you never knew or felt it, i've actually think of you as an important and close friend to be in that phase of my life :)

Primary School, NCPS
Charmian, HuiMin, YiTian, LaiChing, Christabel, Yvonne, TingYao, ShiQi, YuLin,

Secondary School, HS (my close friends in any one of the 4 years..)
Dillon, JustinLim, Darren, Brian, KevinKang, KevinFoo, Brandon, YuWei, ShiQi, Cheryl, WenLe, Amantha, Erin, ShuFen, YiHan, Elaine, Cassandra, YuYan, Sherry, JiaYin, Anthony, Jocelyn, CalvinHia, Priscilla, YouPing, Felicia, Shirely, YiTing.

Junior College, SRJC
Zonghong, April, Sheryl, Yan Jun, Brendan, Anni, Rachel, Charles, LingHang, Blandon, XueJing.

DanceFactory
YueLong, Jasmine, Gina, MinChih, Joy, Veron, Jacky, Keisha, Ashleigh. MinNi, ShuYi.

Others
QiYang (childhood friend), Colleen (cousin), Jolynn (only close after secondary school), Kenner (wavehouse), Justin Goh (MICE). I'm actually quite thankful that each place I work at I have one good friend to keep haha. YanTing, JiaSen, YingYing, SoonXuan, XinRu, ZhaoBin, Adrian (PA dance inspiration).

Are you happy ? OR SAD? Actually there may be a few exceptions that my brain accidentally slipped out i'm so sorry. This is so sensitive but HAHA.

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