I DREAM TOO MUCH



I NEED TO STOP DREAMING

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

2026

 Hello,  The biggest update that I needed to say between the period that I was away, is that I dyed my hair pink and I shaved it all away again <3  Every time I come back here I feel like a little girl again writing my thoughts down. Today is one of those days where I'm just home alone, not lazing on the bed binge watching dating shows but instead I picked up some markers, got a blank canvas and started writing all the words that has inspired me in 2025. Reading back on my last post in 2025, yes you did the CNA interview and you got pretty recognisable in public after that HAHA. 2025 was honestly an exciting year for me in terms of content creation. Even though I didn't become super popular, there were many firsts in content creation for me. Comic con, paid gigs, getting invited to events, receiving PR gifts, dating show. WELL, it wasn't a lot but it was all NEW stuff shocking my system constantly. That helped me get rid of my sadness a lot. I remember the set-up where...
Read more

2 months + post breakup

 It's crazy that time just keeps passing. I realise that we don't really share that much memories together and when I keep replaying and replaying, the recorder runs through very quickly. There's only so 'much' experiences that we shared together. We were together for almost 3 months... and now we're separated for almost the duration of us being together. And it's crazy that time is going to keep passing and the time spent being away from you would start becoming longer and longer compared to the time that we had. Recently I'm into this sadness. Not the great depression but just deep, but not heavy, sadness. To pinpoint it exactly, I miss you. I'm not sure what I'm missing. The memory of us or you. I am no longer extremely curious about how are you or how's your life, but many things still remind me of you non stop day to day and instead of sadness... where it's something I lost, it's ... longing for something I can never have. I have...
Read more

2025.

 Hello humans.  It's halfway through the year of 2025. My post first for the year. This crazy woman who has found even more passion lately still has not gave up on her passion of blogging. Been trying to sleep before 12am since the start of the year, and it's been working well but I don't know what happened past month I kept falling sick (maybe cause I worked too hard to do content HAHA). I hyperventilated for the first time in my life, the feeling of going to faint anytime on the street was quite scary, even the many times I was drunk it felt nothing like that. And now I think the cororo came to be friends with me again. Just as June holidays is starting I'm supposed to hustle even harder for content!! Yeah so now I keep coughing so I couldn't sleep for the past 2 hours hence I decided to just write a blog!~  So... before I start writing my blog I usually like to look back on my previous posts to see what was on my mind. And dam, breakup. Those were such emo nemo ...
Read more