Head over Heart

Hello readers.   Holidays have been amazing so far! Wednesday went river Safari with blandon and linghang. River Safari was boring, it's a small place that you can finish the slowest in 2 hours. The land animals are cuter although the sea/river creatures have so much elegance in water. Some of them are really scary looking but yes, as a follow up of my YOLO plan, every new things must give it a try ! :D Yesterday went town to shop for prom stuffs with Sexygirls. My legs were breaking from all that shopping and I was whining and having some serious thoughts about why am I born a girl, it's so troublesome! 12;;8!(;4$(8!45$(8!!! magnificent night at illumi run with Rowena, Aishah and Elton. The whole run, the glow in the dark dyes and the after party was simple amazing. Even though our face, our eyes, our whole body was covered with the watery dye, but it was a too high and happy event that went beyond the 'bothered about cui index'. As opposed to what I hear from most peo...

Hey guys!  Finally a 'not racing with time' post because A levels are over. Can't believe I'm feeling empty and still relatively tired from the hangover. Been wanting to blog the day before ytd, ytd, because I have so many thoughts to share but ... I was trying so hard to suppress that rashness and to differentiate between things that are worth blogging about and things that are just my emotions playing with me and how I should just live with it silently. I even questioned myself why I wanna blog and why I spend quite a lot of time on blogging. Read on to find out more!  Throwback to last Monday before chemistry paper. Status: two more days to end of A's. I actually did some sharing with my written diary hehe. I think writing a diary reflects your mood more than blogging. Just by judging my handwriting, I totally know what mood I was in when I wrote that.  24 Nov 2014.    hello. A levels is ending in 2 days. Each time I read my diary, I feel so nostalgic and sad...

Hello readers, shall do a quick post while eating dinner. Recently I found myself being much happier and it has been consistent that those depressed thoughts didn't even visit me anymore. I hope I can share some stuffs with you guys and hopefully those who are going though a tough period of a missing purpose in life can find some energy here!   So I need to start with how bad things were right. Hmm, for those who didn't read my posts months ago, I really hated my life back then. I had suicidal thoughts, I think I suck in everything I do, I think I have no friends, I get so sensitive and paranoid, thinking that everyone hates me. Plus the bad family situation, that period I really feel like dying cause I don't even have family support. Of course the main reason was a <i>medical condition</i> that I have that made me lose so much confidence. I literally drowned in sorrows for months, only surfacing those negative thoughts on this blog, sometimes to my clique of gi...

Hello readers. Had bio paper 3 today and yes I'm dejected. Because the swimming trip I've been looking forward to... All day long before bio paper, after bio paper, Is ruined. I was so determined that i braced the rain to end up in anchorvale cc, cause I told myself if I don't swim today, I don't know when will I ever have the time to swim again. This is a good example of when Determination fails you ... The pool is closed due to bad weather. Sigh pie. I even went Watson specially to buy this highly recommended $7 waterproof bandage for my naval piercing as its the first time I swim after piercing and I'm afraid to infection. I was about to use it and tell u guys how real waterproof it is or how it totally sucks ...   was so excited that I told Screamed im going swimming!!! After bio paper and Brendan told me to swim indoors cause it's raining. Never even give me chance to swim indoors. I finally understood the metaphor 'pull a long face' today because I...

Thank you for 17.9k pageviews! Hahaha hope it'll reach 20k very soon.  Pardon the other cheesy blog titles, they're just some old school project yes.  Ohh if you're bored you can visit http://s-unshinedance.blogspot.sg to look at the childish things I blogg about in my pri and sec school days, not recommended for my dear a level peers, study pls!  Hello readers! I'm back again hahaha idk why am I full of crap to say today but I really got some interesting facts about me that I think is quite interesting ! I think every out there must be interesting in different ways although some would say I'm just an ordinary girl/guy, don't say that. If you really can't find anything interesting about yourself  you can ask me and I will share with you my views about how interesting you Are but that MUST BE BACKED with the fact that I actually really know you, maybe don't need very well but still friends I sure got something to say one.  Okay, back to me being interesti...

Hello readers. Recently on twitter I saw someone posting: "am I the only one that can't study during the actual A's?" Don't worry, I'm one of them too. I sure it's not just the two of us but in fact a small minority of us will be admitting to feeling this way... It's such an irony that you've worked hard (relatively) for 1.5 years and when the actual thing just comes you have no motivation at all and yes, the thought of screwing up isn't actually so scary. Am I screwed ? XD yesterday before I slept, a thought came to my mind. Why do people read other people's blog, I absolutely don't think it's for the reason of being curious about that person's life for a everyday blog like mine. I think.. It's because people hope to seek some kind of similarities in the post, reading how someone else is suffering too actually makes you feel (not better) but less alone. Hearing someone talking about something they probably do not dare to ad...

The last 5 minutes of my freedom, I'd like to extend it to 15 minutes myself.  嗨，我是施宇。再一次跟大家自我介绍。我今年十八岁，住在美丽的新加坡小岛。我是从小和丘丘一起玩大的。我是独生女。我不怕寂寞。我喜欢活得潇洒，非常怕冷的我喜欢小雨天。每天重复的做自己喜欢的东西是小幸福。最讨厌拥挤，最讨厌吵闹。我喜欢雨点打在大海的声音。我喜欢下完雨的味道。我妈妈说，我出生时，在下雨。所以取我为施宇。我爱大自然，我爱音乐，旋律。 雨越下越大了。。。 我的梦想是到世界各地，拍迷人的日落。我的梦想，是在雨中跳舞。我的梦想，是疯狂的度过少年时代，优雅走入二人生活。 我很规律的走完这社会所避的教育，避自己，越早成功，我就离自由进一步。 Devastated when Mum told me I couldn't continue piano after my exams. Can't wait to start my job as a child care dance teacher And pay for my piano fees. Anyway, since young, I've always used all my tuition fees for my dance fees. And work more more more, so that I can hopefully earn enough and go overseas to do voluntary work. Which my mom definitely wouldn't agree to, but when there's a will, there'll be a way :D