Rejected day

Hello readers. Had bio paper 3 today and yes I'm dejected. Because the swimming trip I've been looking forward to... All day long before bio paper, after bio paper, Is ruined. I was so determined that i braced the rain to end up in anchorvale cc, cause I told myself if I don't swim today, I don't know when will I ever have the time to swim again. This is a good example of when Determination fails you ... The pool is closed due to bad weather. Sigh pie. I even went Watson specially to buy this highly recommended $7 waterproof bandage for my naval piercing as its the first time I swim after piercing and I'm afraid to infection. I was about to use it and tell u guys how real waterproof it is or how it totally sucks ... 

 was so excited that I told Screamed im going swimming!!! After bio paper and Brendan told me to swim indoors cause it's raining. Never even give me chance to swim indoors. I finally understood the metaphor 'pull a long face' today because I could really feel the corner of my lips can't lift up anymore. 

 

Hoping this rain will stop soon and let me go jog in the park tonight. I really can't stand not exercising. Even though jogging is very much less preferred to my favourite swimming, I have no choice but to settle for less than settle for nothing. 

I miss the water ... 


<b>throwback to the day that I went city square mall to study, last Sunday.</b>

Basically I'm always looking for new places to study because staying at a place for too long bores me and yes I'm been to a lot a lot of places to study already xD first reason is I can't study at home, I will sleep. Second reason is you really need to find some fun by exploring unfamiliar places in this dull routine. So, back on track! I went to city square mall. Although I can't achieve 说走就走的旅行，I still can get my want to watch then watch movies. Interstellar really caught my attention I just being more educated really makes me grow interest in these more educated movies. Went the coffee bean to study and lucky me saw my HS junior, nabilah who is a lively girl that left quite a deep impression on me among the juniors. And she upsized the drink for me for free teehee. Interstellar was mind blowing, rating it 4.5/5, so please watch it if you have a chance to! Caught the last train back home, I felt Lika astronaut when I was racing again time. (You'll only get it if you watch the movie). I have no idea is it just me or what but I cried during the movie. And occupying two seater seats are the best thing ever, can sit crossed legged! It's about kinship, sacrifices, relativity theories, black holes and quantum mechanics Lols (I didn't understand, bio student). Lesson learnt: only gravity and love can be passed through different dimensions. In different dimensions, time may even exist as a different form or not exist at all. Relativity is sooo important in life because it reminds me what may be taken for granted by me may be the same someone wished over christmas. Some thing that doesnt hurt me, might me extra sensitive to another. Kinship is really blood thick and im still trying to embrace it despite being disappointed Time and again. It taught me to go full out for the things I want to achieve in life and quit sitting and envying. I know all these sounds really basic I believe we all need reminders and the most impactful way of motivating me is through movies. (So much love-hate for this subject, it's the GP question that I wrote, about the role of films) but I really salute to the directors and producers for producing beautiful works of brilliance.  

http://youtu.be/zSWdZVtXT7E trailer here, you won't regret. 

7 papers down, 4 more to go, excellent job so far warriors :D 

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