向自由奔跑的十九天

The last 5 minutes of my freedom, I'd like to extend it to 15 minutes myself. 
嗨，我是施宇。再一次跟大家自我介绍。我今年十八岁，住在美丽的新加坡小岛。我是从小和丘丘一起玩大的。我是独生女。我不怕寂寞。我喜欢活得潇洒，非常怕冷的我喜欢小雨天。每天重复的做自己喜欢的东西是小幸福。最讨厌拥挤，最讨厌吵闹。我喜欢雨点打在大海的声音。我喜欢下完雨的味道。我妈妈说，我出生时，在下雨。所以取我为施宇。我爱大自然，我爱音乐，旋律。


雨越下越大了。。。
我的梦想是到世界各地，拍迷人的日落。我的梦想，是在雨中跳舞。我的梦想，是疯狂的度过少年时代，优雅走入二人生活。
我很规律的走完这社会所避的教育，避自己，越早成功，我就离自由进一步。

Devastated when Mum told me I couldn't continue piano after my exams. Can't wait to start my job as a child care dance teacher And pay for my piano fees. Anyway, since young, I've always used all my tuition fees for my dance fees. And work more more more, so that I can hopefully earn enough and go overseas to do voluntary work. Which my mom definitely wouldn't agree to, but when there's a will, there'll be a way :D 

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