Head over Heart

I don't know it is still the period where post-exam blues are setting in, but because some results are still being given back today, it was for me. But don't forget to be resilient. Some quotes that I always go online and search to read to keep myself going. It's not lame or whatever shit but some quotes really allows you to connect to them and coincides with what you believe in. These quotes here feel closer to me, may not to you, but i hope it'll motivate you just by a little bit. A little bit is enough :)     Hello 读者, HOW'S THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR EVERYBODY?! :D For me, it was quite high. First period was with dear Mr Lim and it feels good to see him again and feel his ever-flowing passion for math as he fill us with the funny examples of Brendan's farm, Gary being the risk-calculator and Joshua being some scientist hahha. Sheryl said I was quite high today i think so too. I'm just excited excited to be back in school and around human...

   Heello readers. It's in the whee hours of the night and yes I suddenly had this strong urge to blog. Today wasn't so productive studying but so be it no guilt feelings because I was really drowning in the never ending math and my whole body felt so stiff, I needed to stretch badly. Did some deep stretching for a hour but after all the bearable pain I actually slept sleepy so I fell asleep in the middle of my living room for an hour plus. Woke up just in time for yoga and chiong there being a little late. Yoga session was good, more stretching and breathing.   Actually my real intent of this post is that I wanna talk about an incident that happened when I was secondary 4. It was really one of the few times where my intention was heavily misunderstood but I can't be so defensive but really who likes being misunderstood. But since it happened quite some time ago I guess I can safely just bury it here in my blog today.     So it was secondary 4 and graduation...

  Hellooooooo ni hao readers.   I wonder if i'm more happy today can I sent this share of happiness to you too? :D Because i'm feeling great after the 1.5hr of massage today. The massage master was daebak (?) ! my shoulders feel so good hehe no more aches and lime (sour). Currently still trying to clear my homework, will go back to them after this blog post~   But today during studying was really torturous. I did an essay on ''education prepares us or a life of tests but not the test of life.'' Very deep hor, i believe if many students write this its very hard to not be biased given the amount of torment we had by this geeky looking word called studying. But i realised we really learn a lot things from studying. Not really studying, but school. (Not trying to be politically correct) We really hone our soft skills and gotta admit some new stuffs that we learnt are quite interesting, makes me feel smart when I understand how it works. Oh no.. what has studying...

  Hello readers. 本小姐今天心情好, so i'm going to blog! ^^ I realised exercising (netball and dance) can really make me feel a lot happier and motivated for life and whatever i'm going to do next instead of lazing on bed all day. Spread the positive energy~ Spread the love!! WHEEE this morning's training was really an energy booster, fun and motivating, a moment worth remembering. Okay, I gotta admit that I skipped the math session today with an excuse of still being sick but went for netball instead is super unreasonable. But I really think at that point in time if u ask me to go school and take a math paper it wouldn't be very helpful cause my fever is not helping with my brain thinking, even yesterday during dance I used to be the best at remembering steps, my brain failed me. I couldn't remember the steps... And it's not an excuse. I mean yes its very bad to be so irresponsible and knowing it yet doing it. But come on, if you don't make mistakes now while you...

Hello hello hello.     WOW, I blink and 9 days just passed like that without me blogging. Not in the best state of mind to blog now ... fever, cough, sore throat, super bad flu i used like 2 packets of tissue and one toilet roll within 2 hour for 3-4 consecutive days already. I'm resisting the urge to rub my nose damn hard now cause i scared my nose goes out of place. Had super low blood pressure these days I really have no idea why. It's like i have to walk slower than a granny and avoid any sudden movements because the moment i turn my head too fast or pick up my pace, it feels like the world is spinning and i'm losing it all. Gonna have a good sleep after this post, so i wil keep it simple as i'm got a brain filled with air now and i won't be able to provide any nice discussions for you guys. Anyway, this part is for those people that know what happened to me, i'm progressing YAY! 4 days that i'm dy/dx (a term invented by YAP) out free. I know it...

A penny of thoughts  for the bright morning, thankful for technology that we can have access to this digital diary and pen down our thoughts any moment. Passed by sengkang basketball court and saw a group of guys playing basketball and really enjoying themselves, you know the feeling when u miss and your teammate miss and you miss again, like you're given a lot of times to shoot but u can't shoot it in. while waiting for my bus I was really enjoying my present view. This made me miss my secondary school days again. As sad as I later found out that they didn't really like me, but it was sweet while it lasted. I remember the days where wewould crash Ryan's house to play ball, or play in school court during recess. How you guys would include me in the game when I can't bounce only can shoot (I'm a netballer),but I can jump and defend! How when everyone slowly seems to forget my presence because they're all guys but yanghan and Anthony always passes the ball t...

Hello readers. Random post early in the morning because I really have quite a lot to feel this morning. All along, I knew that I was the type of girl that took very long to move on, and is always reminiscing about good old times. But recently I told myself that's not me after somethings happened which I totally didn't wanna think about. but I guess I'm wrong. I'm still the same. What I've learn is that: Just because there's one exception proving different from how you usually feel, it doesn't mean your attitude changed. Especially when subsequently u feel the same as in the past for other matters, you know that's the real you . So ... You guys must be guessing what am I missing about in the past right? After the disappointing cancelled appointment yesterday,all these just flooded into my mind. Thinking about it, he was always there throughout the 4 years of my life, and I think among the friends that I''ve been closed to, he's the least app...

  Hello readers! :D Went pulau ubin today. I very lazy ley hahaha! So, let's let picture talk okay. The highlight was fish spa omg i cannot tank it's really too scary and ticklish. Will upload some videos on insta just for laughs xD Followed by the cycling adventure and kayaking! Although this time we were kayaking on a sea instead instead of river, i didn't feel scared somehow despite the choppy waters. I feel very belonged to the water hehe I LOVE WATER ADVENTURES! :D   Okay la after second thoughts, lemme go into the the details in the fabric hahah! Today, i made the two guys wait for me for an hour :b I was late for an hour. Future people that wanna date me, you may want to reconsider because i'm a horrible late queen! xD Took bus to Changi Jetty and took ferry there! :D:D The ferry already signalled the start of an awesome day because it was really fun, so bumpy and the breeze was strong, wohoo! :D I was quit scared of dropping into the waters though cause ever...

  Hello readers, really tired now after helping my mom do her song thing on the computer. Writing chinese characters on the puny little screen and appearing all smashed up together is the worst thing that can happen when you're having sleepy night eyes.1 hour ago, i had a lot of inspiration to blog about but now fatigue is just overpowering my mind... Yesterday was day 2 at the zoo and I think because it's Sunday, the response was a lot a lot better! When people are eager to learn, you'll feel excited to teach as well. Maybe now i understand how the poor teachers in school feel when we yawn in their faces or sleep in their classes! Maybe one day I need to train till their level to be immune to it and be ever professional. As promised, I will fill you guys with more pictures of the animals! :D Free virtual tour to Singapore Zoological Garden, 你赚到ok! This tram has been my best friend for these two days. Covering me from the sun and covering the distance that would...