用心待人,处事.
Hello readers.
I probably really look like this today...
I wonder is the same few people still here after the empty post yesterday. Today can be summarised in one word: breakdown. Well, I warned mr. lim that our soul was injured already, but he continued... and, I couldn't forgive myself for doing some things (which i don't feel comfortable saying here), and I cried after math like a water tap. After that all the girls around me were so sad... like all walking super slowly and sian. I'm like: " come on guys, why you all so sad! CHEER UP :D You guys need to be happy and spread the positive energy! " and Yan Jun was like: "Cause normally you're the one that is always happy and spreading the positive energy to us." When I heard that I really wanna do what I usually do, like ROCK N ROLL, or wohoo that's the way man! LET'S JUMP. But all that's left was: "(speechless) (stutter), I really no more energy now." Of course, what April said made a lot of sense. And of shushan too. They always make me learn something new. SHUSHAN: Reflection is important, but you can't spend all your time reflecting, the action after that is more important. APRIL: They're not lynette kua what right, they won't know what you are going through and you don't have to listen to them. Just listen and orh. and : don't overwhelm yourself, you don't have to force yourself to follow everyone's pace, just take it slow. Maybe that's what works for you.
I know these are not the exact words but the intent is there. Also, sheryl for sending me that 'hey I know this is random but.....' message that was really long hehe when normally i'm the one that sends long messages to others. Plus point: I found a math tutor! TOH SHHHHH :D Actually as I blog nowadays, I realised how emotional I am, my emotions really sway from extremes to extremes each day. The past days which I said i'm happy, I was really happy!
After school went bishan library study awhile with yanjun and qihui. Oh ya, also thanks to qihui for trying to distract me by talking rubbish haha JK, not rubbish but just those 'every day stories'. After that had GP tuition with WenLe. Left my pikachu hoodie in school and I was freezing with my frozen nose but thankfully wenle lend me her jacket. GP tutor keep talking about economic pragmatism. He asked me if i was okay, I said ya, just sick. Then he say he so touched that sick still come for class. And in my head i'm thinking: Of course come lah, one lesson so expensive, economic pragmatism you know. HAHA!
Side tracking once again to yesterday, went mavis' house during our super long break. Was caught in some super deep discussion and ... Mavis was like: nvm nvm, you guy's go study nvm. And april was like: I'm okay guys, i'm okay. And there was an awkward silent because everyone was in the midst of their books and have no idea what to comment. I couldn't stand it so i said: 'GUYS, just stop saying it's okay when it's not.' And everyone burst out laughing, even mavis and april :) After that we were catching the bus back to school to be early, and burden toh wear her shoe very very slow. So i was waiting for her and we were the last 2 and suddenly they scream bus come already and ran super fast. I swear I wasn't in a good state to run at all yesterday because of my sickness. But on the bus, I though back and said: "That was fun. Imagine if sheryl didn't tie her shoelace so slow, we wouldn't have ran so fast to chase the bus and in the process have so much fun, even though it's tiring." But i think someone said: Imagine if we missed the bus and was late for bio lecture." HAHA! Me in my own world once again--.
Sorry guys, I'm really in my worst state now, can't fall asleep cause my nose can't breathe. Imagine if my asthma acts up and my nose can't breathe then i'll really die! :X Coughing at the moment too and slight fever, tomorrow's fever is surely gonna rise because every time after I cry for one big battle I will have fever and diarrhoea the next day. Oh ya for those that don't know, I have an extremely weak stomach that makes me diarrhoea whenever I eat a little too oily or a little too spicy. But I always follow my heart and think about the consequences later :b Okay now i sound so ill and sickly! :( Come on guys, I'm super strong okay. I can't even taste the milo i'm drinking now as I blog! Tomorrow got SR inter-cca relay with dancers, I volunteered :b Thinking of going gym in between the long break. But definitely not school's.
I probably really look like this today...
I know these are not the exact words but the intent is there. Also, sheryl for sending me that 'hey I know this is random but.....' message that was really long hehe when normally i'm the one that sends long messages to others. Plus point: I found a math tutor! TOH SHHHHH :D Actually as I blog nowadays, I realised how emotional I am, my emotions really sway from extremes to extremes each day. The past days which I said i'm happy, I was really happy!
After school went bishan library study awhile with yanjun and qihui. Oh ya, also thanks to qihui for trying to distract me by talking rubbish haha JK, not rubbish but just those 'every day stories'. After that had GP tuition with WenLe. Left my pikachu hoodie in school and I was freezing with my frozen nose but thankfully wenle lend me her jacket. GP tutor keep talking about economic pragmatism. He asked me if i was okay, I said ya, just sick. Then he say he so touched that sick still come for class. And in my head i'm thinking: Of course come lah, one lesson so expensive, economic pragmatism you know. HAHA!
Side tracking once again to yesterday, went mavis' house during our super long break. Was caught in some super deep discussion and ... Mavis was like: nvm nvm, you guy's go study nvm. And april was like: I'm okay guys, i'm okay. And there was an awkward silent because everyone was in the midst of their books and have no idea what to comment. I couldn't stand it so i said: 'GUYS, just stop saying it's okay when it's not.' And everyone burst out laughing, even mavis and april :) After that we were catching the bus back to school to be early, and burden toh wear her shoe very very slow. So i was waiting for her and we were the last 2 and suddenly they scream bus come already and ran super fast. I swear I wasn't in a good state to run at all yesterday because of my sickness. But on the bus, I though back and said: "That was fun. Imagine if sheryl didn't tie her shoelace so slow, we wouldn't have ran so fast to chase the bus and in the process have so much fun, even though it's tiring." But i think someone said: Imagine if we missed the bus and was late for bio lecture." HAHA! Me in my own world once again--.
Sorry guys, I'm really in my worst state now, can't fall asleep cause my nose can't breathe. Imagine if my asthma acts up and my nose can't breathe then i'll really die! :X Coughing at the moment too and slight fever, tomorrow's fever is surely gonna rise because every time after I cry for one big battle I will have fever and diarrhoea the next day. Oh ya for those that don't know, I have an extremely weak stomach that makes me diarrhoea whenever I eat a little too oily or a little too spicy. But I always follow my heart and think about the consequences later :b Okay now i sound so ill and sickly! :( Come on guys, I'm super strong okay. I can't even taste the milo i'm drinking now as I blog! Tomorrow got SR inter-cca relay with dancers, I volunteered :b Thinking of going gym in between the long break. But definitely not school's.
Before I end, just a simple quote to all of you out there! :D
If today turned out to be pretty lousy for whatever reason, don't dwell on it.
Rather put your mind on taking control of tomorrow, making it what you want it to be.
Comments
Post a Comment