WATCH ME BEGIN AGAIN


Distance only matters to those who are insecure. 


Hello, a list of things to do before I sleep but it's 12:30am already! :) 

1) Blog, duh.
2) Math summary
3) Pack tomorrow's bag for studying and dance workshop at zoo! 

  Okay, today was really really tiring I guess cause it's friday. There was only 2 lessons, 3 hours in total but i just couldn't stay awake during math lecture :( Mr Lim lectured the whole LT for an hour, 3rd lecture from him for 3 days consecutively. From hurt, to motivated, to annoyed. After school tried to study in school, but i really can't and don't like studying in school. And I think i found out the reason: 

1) I hate it when a group of students/even your friends sitting nearby you and talking super loud when you're trying to study, or they're supposed to be studying too but not focused and serious at all.
2) In such situation, I really can't concentrate. I can study at Mac because the sound is just a commotion, muffled, not clear and loud beside me. 
3) The school benches make my butt very pain, period.

Then Teddy texted me and ask me go town! :D I agreed without hesitation because I no longer wanna force myself to stay in this school and study. He was late :@ made me wait so long! Went to arteastiq at mandarin gallery for tea and the 5km orange cake he recommended! I think the concept of this restaurant is really damn cool, I'm so gonna come back after A's a do a painting here! :D The canvas is quite expensive though :x But it's so damn cool. 



My pomelo tea! :D With ginger cookies, the only thing here that I don't like.


Studied for 1 hour plus? Then he had tuition and left. TSK, hope will get to meet him real soon again. Should study together more often this holiday! Really glad the silly moments with him didn't change. Like me talking about retarded stuffs and him giving me a retarded answer. And him talking about retarded stuff and me being a sarcasm idiot. I really can't sense sarcasm. He's like eat the 5km cake. and i'm like, 5km? That's damn fat! Then he say i' m gonna order, and I say, huh, how is the table gonna fit the 5km. 5km is the distance everytime i jog at the park. and he was laughing out loud at me. HAHA DAMN end up the cake is like what? 10cm diameter? HAHA. I continued studying there till 7 then headed home to prepare for yoga.

I feel like i'm getting more and more inflexible :( I have no time to train but NO. That's an excuse, I gotta start making things happen! :b

Tomorrow gonna conduct dance workshop at the zoo! Zoo is like the other end of singapore for me sobs. But i know i'll be a cool experience and i'll have fun! :D But to make up for that, I'm gonna make up early to study, so let me hit me faint in 15 mins time pls :D

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