I'M A HOT AIR BALLOON

  Hellooooooo ni hao readers.

  I wonder if i'm more happy today can I sent this share of happiness to you too? :D Because i'm feeling great after the 1.5hr of massage today. The massage master was daebak (?) ! my shoulders feel so good hehe no more aches and lime (sour). Currently still trying to clear my homework, will go back to them after this blog post~

  But today during studying was really torturous. I did an essay on ''education prepares us or a life of tests but not the test of life.'' Very deep hor, i believe if many students write this its very hard to not be biased given the amount of torment we had by this geeky looking word called studying. But i realised we really learn a lot things from studying. Not really studying, but school. (Not trying to be politically correct) We really hone our soft skills and gotta admit some new stuffs that we learnt are quite interesting, makes me feel smart when I understand how it works. Oh no.. what has studying done to me. BANG


Effort mark for this guy who even bother visiting the library :)

GP just triggers you to think and think... so i've got some stuffs in my head again today...
I was thinking, why can't we stay innocent and happy. When we were young, we all wanted to grow up. I especially wanted to grow up and understand more of the human heart and brain. Know all the intentions and evil of the world so that I can understand why people act in a certain way. Never did i ever picture myself, this day when i'm actually afraid of learning more. It's getting darker and darker. If i don't save myself, if i continue to discover more of the dark side of human, I'm gonna be negatively affected. All these information is coming in too far and I guess i'm not matured enough to handle it without affecting my own point of view. 

Idk why as A's is approaching, i'm feeling less and less motivated. Like yes the angel side of me tells myself I have to keep pushing and keep going. But the devil side is overthrowing and saying, just heck it, even if you flunk also no big deal just go poly. I lost it. I lost the motivation of wanting to enter my university course, psychology. But as I type all these down here, i really wish someone who read this will come by and help me along. I wish no one would label me as not knowing the consequences of something. I know, but i'm just being dead truthful here. I don't wanna act like some one i'm not when it comes to ranting in blog. I love to smile, i love to laugh, but the reason may not be because i'm happy (But if i'm really sad i don't force myself to laugh like retarded). The reason is that I know a smile, or laughter is contagious and I want to spread it to people around me. I want people around me to be happy. When i see that they're happy, it spreads more and more positive energy and i'll be happy too. So don't ever let me catch you sighing, i'll scold you and ask you to stop sighing and stop spreading the negative energy. 大家要开心ok! Because happy is a very good feeling :)

HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE


Oh ya, you know that moment when your friend keeps singing a song and that tune or lyric gets stuck in your head? The favourite song i like to hum is happy! :D 
Everyone listen to this before you leave my blog okay! :D It'll make your night, just enjoy and shake your head with it! :DDD

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