一如往昔
Hello readers, really tired now after helping my mom do her song thing on the computer. Writing chinese characters on the puny little screen and appearing all smashed up together is the worst thing that can happen when you're having sleepy night eyes.1 hour ago, i had a lot of inspiration to blog about but now fatigue is just overpowering my mind...
Yesterday was day 2 at the zoo and I think because it's Sunday, the response was a lot a lot better! When people are eager to learn, you'll feel excited to teach as well. Maybe now i understand how the poor teachers in school feel when we yawn in their faces or sleep in their classes! Maybe one day I need to train till their level to be immune to it and be ever professional. As promised, I will fill you guys with more pictures of the animals! :D Free virtual tour to Singapore Zoological Garden, 你赚到ok!
This tram has been my best friend for these two days. Covering me from the sun and covering the distance that would have been taken by my feet. The best part was running onto it and jumping off both when it's in motion. It's damn thrilling, even the kids sitting beside were awed by the thrill intensity in their eyes, but to me it's just purely for the sake of convenience.
Deer sleeping soundly
ORANG UTAN SUPER PRO AT CLIMBING, THE FEET LOOK LIKE MY HANDS.
PIG, SMELLY AND LAZY IN MUD.
ZEBRA, I THINK THIS ONE VERY PRETTY! :D
OMG THIS POLAR BEAR. ATTENTION EVERYBODY.
This poor polar bear's fur turned from the beautiful white to green... It's the only one, alone and lonely in the singapore zoo. With no icebergs but water at 32degree celcius directly under the sun to swim in! With 45% fats, it's like wearing a winter coat and walking around in singapore when we already die of heat in t-shirt and shorts. GOSH, and it is so lonely! :(
I think the animals in the zoo are really deprived of freedom. They're still caged just that their cage is bigger with some habitat that supposedly look like part of the original habitat they live in.
BIRD migrated from jurong bird park next door? lost its way in the zoo.
White pretty tiger, everyone's favourite. It's so elegant during it's catwalk.
This poor hippo, hais. The water space is really small it's like coping me up in my house everyday. All i can do is pace up and down, back and forth ...
GIRAFFE doing sit-and-reach because its' necks are like it's hands.
DEER . doh a deer a female deer.
RHINO! MOOOOO? HAHA
(sorry i'm gonna bore you to the smallest details. Despite being very tired, me being me = super luo shuo)
Finally managed to make full use of the 2 hours of break time inbetween, had lunch and studied for 1.5hr~
Long journey home, wanted to be productive but I really couldn't help but zone out and fall asleep during long bus rides.
Went home to sleep then met LingHang to study at night. My sincere apology for oversleeping ...tomorrow I treat you drink at pulau ubin okay! :( Really thankful for friends like these who are willing to help me in school work and not find me annoying when i disrupt their own revision by asking my own questions! :D
Yesterday was a really bad night, really tried hard to sleep but couldn't. So ended up doing work till 4am till I was really tired cause i have no idea what the question is asking then i finally could fall asleep.
Today went to school only for h1 econs. Got back our scripts, I didn't pass. Overwhelmed once again when the teacher told us to buck up and use this holiday to catch up on our H1 that we have been neglecting. Problem is: Every subject is as bad and theres just too little time and too much things. Oh human why human. Why must we always wait for it to really happen to feel the pain. Before this we all knew the consequences, but we always treat it too lightly. Till now, ouch it hurts.
After school had impromptu study session with the girls at SengKang CC. After around 5 hours of hard battle I really couldn't stand looking at the books for one more second. Enjoyed my long walk home singing my lungs out, with the music played out. It makes me feel like some rock star and in my own MV hehe! But sorry guys, my talent for singing is only apt for the bathroom session although i really love to sing!
When I reached home, here comes the worst part. I believe some of you would have saw my instagram post about emotions filled to the brim, it was because of this. I was in the toilet bathing, then I heard my parents quarrelling. It was really loud, but of them were screaming. And.. I actually didn't dare to open the door and get out of the toilet even though I'm done. When they were quarrelling while I was sec 2-3, I could easily walk pass them and treat their screaming, fighting and quarrelling as non-existence and go into my room and do my own stuff. After so many years of mostly silence (maybe some of you will understand, it starts with quarrelling then silence is just a state worst than quarrelling because they live their lifes without acknowledging the existence of the other person, just like a dormant volcano but not yet extinct, I found myself to be scared when it actually erupts once in a blue moon. Worst part of it, I think it was about me.
Was forced to do the song thing again for Mom at 11pm, was quite reluctant because I'm really tired and just lazing on my bed. And got scolded so badly for wasting my time and being not disciplined. She say that I always complain no time but here I am lying. Oh come on, I have been studying for 6 hours straight, isn't it human to be tired? I suddenly had the thought of expressing my emotions into drawings but being not very well-versed in arts, I had trouble to let pictures speak for the world. Ended up challenging myself to draw my hand. I've never drawn 3d to 2d objects before, it was always 2d to 2d (which i believe everyone knows how). I don't think it wsa such a bad first attempt. Showed daddy my drawing and asked him if it was nice, and claimed that i'm a talented artist. He said that it was very nice and looked very real, looked just like my hands. And he suddenly added on to say that I actually don't have to study till so stress. If i cannot make it this year, I can always repeat another year. (Now i believe my mom has successfully psycho-ed my dad into this repeat is better thing) I don't know if you guys know this but I really don't want to repeat and trust me, I am confident of my own abilities that I will not need to repeat. ROAR. And my dad said, in the future if you like you can be an artist too. When he said this i was choking on my tears. Like really, this coming from my dad is like the most touching thing ever. He was always those conventional parent who want their child to be an aspiring doctor, lawyer or teacher and always arguing with me about salary over passion. Now, for the first time, he actually supports me to go after my passion (Not exactly drawing, but dancing, actually i have interest in aeroplanes, being a hunky policewoman, psychology and even designing, I think the creative gene is in me after all my dad is a interior designer) just to be happier. Isn't that the most touching thing you've ever heard... Maybe because i'm young and i won't understand how hard it is to be happy without being practical economically but as of now when i'm still young and hopeful about life, I still heed the advice 'money can't buy happiness'.
Okay that's all for today, going pulau ubin tomorrow so goodnight! STAY EXCITED TO READ MY PULAU UBIN ADVENTURE :D
Yesterday was day 2 at the zoo and I think because it's Sunday, the response was a lot a lot better! When people are eager to learn, you'll feel excited to teach as well. Maybe now i understand how the poor teachers in school feel when we yawn in their faces or sleep in their classes! Maybe one day I need to train till their level to be immune to it and be ever professional. As promised, I will fill you guys with more pictures of the animals! :D Free virtual tour to Singapore Zoological Garden, 你赚到ok!
This tram has been my best friend for these two days. Covering me from the sun and covering the distance that would have been taken by my feet. The best part was running onto it and jumping off both when it's in motion. It's damn thrilling, even the kids sitting beside were awed by the thrill intensity in their eyes, but to me it's just purely for the sake of convenience.
Deer sleeping soundly
ORANG UTAN SUPER PRO AT CLIMBING, THE FEET LOOK LIKE MY HANDS.
PIG, SMELLY AND LAZY IN MUD.
OMG THIS POLAR BEAR. ATTENTION EVERYBODY.
This poor polar bear's fur turned from the beautiful white to green... It's the only one, alone and lonely in the singapore zoo. With no icebergs but water at 32degree celcius directly under the sun to swim in! With 45% fats, it's like wearing a winter coat and walking around in singapore when we already die of heat in t-shirt and shorts. GOSH, and it is so lonely! :(
BIRD migrated from jurong bird park next door? lost its way in the zoo.
White pretty tiger, everyone's favourite. It's so elegant during it's catwalk.
(sorry i'm gonna bore you to the smallest details. Despite being very tired, me being me = super luo shuo)
Finally managed to make full use of the 2 hours of break time inbetween, had lunch and studied for 1.5hr~
Long journey home, wanted to be productive but I really couldn't help but zone out and fall asleep during long bus rides.
Went home to sleep then met LingHang to study at night. My sincere apology for oversleeping ...tomorrow I treat you drink at pulau ubin okay! :( Really thankful for friends like these who are willing to help me in school work and not find me annoying when i disrupt their own revision by asking my own questions! :D
Yesterday was a really bad night, really tried hard to sleep but couldn't. So ended up doing work till 4am till I was really tired cause i have no idea what the question is asking then i finally could fall asleep.
Today went to school only for h1 econs. Got back our scripts, I didn't pass. Overwhelmed once again when the teacher told us to buck up and use this holiday to catch up on our H1 that we have been neglecting. Problem is: Every subject is as bad and theres just too little time and too much things. Oh human why human. Why must we always wait for it to really happen to feel the pain. Before this we all knew the consequences, but we always treat it too lightly. Till now, ouch it hurts.
After school had impromptu study session with the girls at SengKang CC. After around 5 hours of hard battle I really couldn't stand looking at the books for one more second. Enjoyed my long walk home singing my lungs out, with the music played out. It makes me feel like some rock star and in my own MV hehe! But sorry guys, my talent for singing is only apt for the bathroom session although i really love to sing!
When I reached home, here comes the worst part. I believe some of you would have saw my instagram post about emotions filled to the brim, it was because of this. I was in the toilet bathing, then I heard my parents quarrelling. It was really loud, but of them were screaming. And.. I actually didn't dare to open the door and get out of the toilet even though I'm done. When they were quarrelling while I was sec 2-3, I could easily walk pass them and treat their screaming, fighting and quarrelling as non-existence and go into my room and do my own stuff. After so many years of mostly silence (maybe some of you will understand, it starts with quarrelling then silence is just a state worst than quarrelling because they live their lifes without acknowledging the existence of the other person, just like a dormant volcano but not yet extinct, I found myself to be scared when it actually erupts once in a blue moon. Worst part of it, I think it was about me.
Was forced to do the song thing again for Mom at 11pm, was quite reluctant because I'm really tired and just lazing on my bed. And got scolded so badly for wasting my time and being not disciplined. She say that I always complain no time but here I am lying. Oh come on, I have been studying for 6 hours straight, isn't it human to be tired? I suddenly had the thought of expressing my emotions into drawings but being not very well-versed in arts, I had trouble to let pictures speak for the world. Ended up challenging myself to draw my hand. I've never drawn 3d to 2d objects before, it was always 2d to 2d (which i believe everyone knows how). I don't think it wsa such a bad first attempt. Showed daddy my drawing and asked him if it was nice, and claimed that i'm a talented artist. He said that it was very nice and looked very real, looked just like my hands. And he suddenly added on to say that I actually don't have to study till so stress. If i cannot make it this year, I can always repeat another year. (Now i believe my mom has successfully psycho-ed my dad into this repeat is better thing) I don't know if you guys know this but I really don't want to repeat and trust me, I am confident of my own abilities that I will not need to repeat. ROAR. And my dad said, in the future if you like you can be an artist too. When he said this i was choking on my tears. Like really, this coming from my dad is like the most touching thing ever. He was always those conventional parent who want their child to be an aspiring doctor, lawyer or teacher and always arguing with me about salary over passion. Now, for the first time, he actually supports me to go after my passion (Not exactly drawing, but dancing, actually i have interest in aeroplanes, being a hunky policewoman, psychology and even designing, I think the creative gene is in me after all my dad is a interior designer) just to be happier. Isn't that the most touching thing you've ever heard... Maybe because i'm young and i won't understand how hard it is to be happy without being practical economically but as of now when i'm still young and hopeful about life, I still heed the advice 'money can't buy happiness'.
Okay that's all for today, going pulau ubin tomorrow so goodnight! STAY EXCITED TO READ MY PULAU UBIN ADVENTURE :D
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