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Hello readers. 本小姐今天心情好, so i'm going to blog! ^^ I realised exercising (netball and dance) can really make me feel a lot happier and motivated for life and whatever i'm going to do next instead of lazing on bed all day. Spread the positive energy~ Spread the love!! WHEEE
this morning's training was really an energy booster, fun and motivating, a moment worth remembering. Okay, I gotta admit that I skipped the math session today with an excuse of still being sick but went for netball instead is super unreasonable. But I really think at that point in time if u ask me to go school and take a math paper it wouldn't be very helpful cause my fever is not helping with my brain thinking, even yesterday during dance I used to be the best at remembering steps, my brain failed me. I couldn't remember the steps... And it's not an excuse. I mean yes its very bad to be so irresponsible and knowing it yet doing it. But come on, if you don't make mistakes now while you're young, you may never get the chance to follow your heart and do the not so right things again I'm not even 18! Tell me how accountable am I supposed to be? Not bad lah, 18 in 2 weeks but I'm really gonna miss this freeedom, if not needing to report or be accountable to anyone else but myself. Selfish Lynette, just wants to be happy, even if it's short terned. My heart was really favouring netball training so yep I went but I'm so glad that I did becausr after sweating it fully out I think I'm much better! Not only physically, but mentally ready to fight again! So training we did the normal drills, train passes, highest point... At first only 3 of us, so Jiayin and I decided to have a 10 consecutive shot challenge. Its really a good activity to test your perseverance. Because when u tried so many times, even till number 9 and you miss 10, u start again from 0. It has also taught me that each time you fail, the ball goes to the opponent and it's their chance, you lost a chance. Of course jiayin is my team mate not my opponent. But for a rusty shooter like me to complete the challenge before her, it was a lot of work in the mind. I kept telling myself. You just have to repeat the same action, same angle, same wrist and flick, same concentration, same focus and you''ll reach your goals. Till number 9 I was super nervous. But I focused and not panic, take a deep breath and shoot it in. Don't let the jitter bugs ruin your real potential ;) in total challenged 2 times and I completed. As shu yi was not playing shooter, she was very helpful in gelping us get renounce. XD when Rowena came, played half court because it's street netball style. But we only have 4 and Cannot play all attacker so we end up play 2vs2 xD I was supposed to guard Rowena but she keep running make me so tired and only managed to intercept the ball once xD but of course when our Turn to attack we got shoot in but our turn to defend cannot get ball back to our side. So, after running around like a mad women, I was like : ''I'm not gonna run anymore, I'm gonna stand in the ring and hold.'' And I fold my arms hahha. Because I clearly have a height advantage and what for I run like mad to offer for the ball xD so shuyi throw high pass to me and I shoot, yayyy!! (I hope no shy from other teams here if not they gna know what tactic I'm gna use during netballuxion hehe). Oh Ya Rowena is my new friend that we met because of this league and she's super funny, training with her just makes it more fun cause she'll tease you despite the seriousness. :b
Okay, long bus rides makes me think a lot. I suddenly think of 'confidence' v.s. 'arrogant'. I know many people who are arrogant are always full of themselves, that's using confidence in the wrong way. But not only confident people get cocky, people who lack confidence need it as a cover up as well. So i think people should be more understanding when some people tend to be a lil rude and arrogant.
But recently, i reflected and realised that I got a very bad mentality called 'just do whatever that makes me happy now'. I know it's super impractical... I'm not thinking for the long term. I'm supposed to study and do well and go university and have a bright future ahead. HEHE. hais, but really i need to be more disciplined and do my stuffs right lah. I cannot always tell myself that what if i die tomorrow so i must live my life to the fullest today. xD But really, i know it's a bad timing to commit to a netball league now but i feel very happy making new friends, training and having fun. I really cannot stand the depressing life of studying every day i'm really getting more and more depressed. Easily reading back my old posts will make me realise how depressing my life was. Okay i don't wanna act one depress here so okay bye! :D HAPPY POST :D
Thinking of doing a dance cover for bubblepop and troublemaker. HOLIDAY IS ENDING, HOMEWORK NOT DECREASING, BUT LALALALALA (YOU CAN JUDGE ME FOR BEING IRRESPONSIBLE NOW). i will finish it before school reopens
this morning's training was really an energy booster, fun and motivating, a moment worth remembering. Okay, I gotta admit that I skipped the math session today with an excuse of still being sick but went for netball instead is super unreasonable. But I really think at that point in time if u ask me to go school and take a math paper it wouldn't be very helpful cause my fever is not helping with my brain thinking, even yesterday during dance I used to be the best at remembering steps, my brain failed me. I couldn't remember the steps... And it's not an excuse. I mean yes its very bad to be so irresponsible and knowing it yet doing it. But come on, if you don't make mistakes now while you're young, you may never get the chance to follow your heart and do the not so right things again I'm not even 18! Tell me how accountable am I supposed to be? Not bad lah, 18 in 2 weeks but I'm really gonna miss this freeedom, if not needing to report or be accountable to anyone else but myself. Selfish Lynette, just wants to be happy, even if it's short terned. My heart was really favouring netball training so yep I went but I'm so glad that I did becausr after sweating it fully out I think I'm much better! Not only physically, but mentally ready to fight again! So training we did the normal drills, train passes, highest point... At first only 3 of us, so Jiayin and I decided to have a 10 consecutive shot challenge. Its really a good activity to test your perseverance. Because when u tried so many times, even till number 9 and you miss 10, u start again from 0. It has also taught me that each time you fail, the ball goes to the opponent and it's their chance, you lost a chance. Of course jiayin is my team mate not my opponent. But for a rusty shooter like me to complete the challenge before her, it was a lot of work in the mind. I kept telling myself. You just have to repeat the same action, same angle, same wrist and flick, same concentration, same focus and you''ll reach your goals. Till number 9 I was super nervous. But I focused and not panic, take a deep breath and shoot it in. Don't let the jitter bugs ruin your real potential ;) in total challenged 2 times and I completed. As shu yi was not playing shooter, she was very helpful in gelping us get renounce. XD when Rowena came, played half court because it's street netball style. But we only have 4 and Cannot play all attacker so we end up play 2vs2 xD I was supposed to guard Rowena but she keep running make me so tired and only managed to intercept the ball once xD but of course when our Turn to attack we got shoot in but our turn to defend cannot get ball back to our side. So, after running around like a mad women, I was like : ''I'm not gonna run anymore, I'm gonna stand in the ring and hold.'' And I fold my arms hahha. Because I clearly have a height advantage and what for I run like mad to offer for the ball xD so shuyi throw high pass to me and I shoot, yayyy!! (I hope no shy from other teams here if not they gna know what tactic I'm gna use during netballuxion hehe). Oh Ya Rowena is my new friend that we met because of this league and she's super funny, training with her just makes it more fun cause she'll tease you despite the seriousness. :b
Okay, long bus rides makes me think a lot. I suddenly think of 'confidence' v.s. 'arrogant'. I know many people who are arrogant are always full of themselves, that's using confidence in the wrong way. But not only confident people get cocky, people who lack confidence need it as a cover up as well. So i think people should be more understanding when some people tend to be a lil rude and arrogant.
But recently, i reflected and realised that I got a very bad mentality called 'just do whatever that makes me happy now'. I know it's super impractical... I'm not thinking for the long term. I'm supposed to study and do well and go university and have a bright future ahead. HEHE. hais, but really i need to be more disciplined and do my stuffs right lah. I cannot always tell myself that what if i die tomorrow so i must live my life to the fullest today. xD But really, i know it's a bad timing to commit to a netball league now but i feel very happy making new friends, training and having fun. I really cannot stand the depressing life of studying every day i'm really getting more and more depressed. Easily reading back my old posts will make me realise how depressing my life was. Okay i don't wanna act one depress here so okay bye! :D HAPPY POST :D
Thinking of doing a dance cover for bubblepop and troublemaker. HOLIDAY IS ENDING, HOMEWORK NOT DECREASING, BUT LALALALALA (YOU CAN JUDGE ME FOR BEING IRRESPONSIBLE NOW). i will finish it before school reopens
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