You can be your Jimmy Choos, I can be my nothing but just with pikachu.
CAN YOU SEE HOW MY TITLE RHYMES OMG, I THINK I'M A TALENTED RAP WRITER.
Hello readers, i didn't go to school today, because I was feeling very sick. Flu and asthma from the swimming yesterday... I think I too long never swim and the multiple dives, challenging myself till i get out of breath made my throat tighter and started wheezing as I breathe...
Went hougang mall to have dinner with zong hong and discussed about our study plans. I must admit that we are rather ambitious, but it's okay, planning and believing is the FIRST STEP! Dropped by rivervale plaza to see doctor, so the doctor asked if i had past history of asthma, which i do, but the last attack was sec 2 during my dance SYF INTENSIVE training where i couldn't breathe... I seriously think it has to do with my height yo. I think I too tall, then my heart abit too weak to pump and supply oxygen to the elongated parts of me... That's why I always feel very cold easily too because my hands too far away from my heart. (LYNETTETOLOGY) Did some grocery shopping at fairprice then went home realising I lost my key. My phone was flat after a few calls to my parents cause no one was home.
So I camped outside my door but got bored within 5 minutes, took my bike and cycled to the punggol waterway/ punggol end (I have no idea wh t's the exact name of the place) bridge. I believe we all have that place where we always go alone and stay there for awhile to chill and find our inner peace right, it's like our secret hideout. My secret hideout used to be a slacking corner outside my old dance school studio, but now my school dance studio shifted to Jalan Salaseh so I changed my hideout after finding this place from cycling and jogging. The view at the bridge, is really beautiful :) Oh ya, all my cycling adventures, must still thank Anthony for giving me this pink bike hehe :D On the way back, saw this guy cycling without hands and I was bored so I decided to try. FYI, my bike is some noob bike and not a pro bike so very hard to balance. Tried the whole journey back and managed to cycle without hands mostly 5seconds and the longest 10 seconds. You know from this simple activity, I reflected and learnt something very interesting. I realised the times where I lost balance at 5 seconds were the times that my hands were off the handles, but still very close to grab it back any time because I was scared. And the 3 times that I successful did 10 secs without hands, were those when I took a leap of faith, believe in myself and place my hands away from the handle, and focus on where I was going forward. Doesn't this just tells us the very simple logic of: Sometimes, we are too reliant on help, that we become dependent (on the handles), we will never succeed if we don't step out of our comfort zone and venture out. And a lot of times it's not that we can't, it's that we're afraid of failure (falling down when we lose balance), that we don't even dare to try. We keep playing safe. Also, cycling is like the journey of studying smart. Compared to those people jogging (studying hard) who have to consistently put their fuel to move forward, if we use the right tactic to move forward, we can move faster. Maybe a little harder when going uphill, but your reward comes when you go downhill where you don't even need any effort to paddle yourself forward.
Cycled back home and did some exercises at the exercise corner downstairs. Door, still locked. House, still empty. Suddenly a crazy thought came to my mind, i shall take the lift opposite. Went to 1st storey and press 16th, and did a hand stand in the lift and waited for the door to close, came down at around level 5 because I thought someone was gonna come in, so first attempt failed. Went down to first storey again, and tried the same thing again. This time was successful, only came down when the door opened on the 16th storey, it's really a once in a lifetime experience taking lift opposite!! HAHA :D Went down again, played around the two playgrounds in my neighbourhood. I swear those 'ah bengs' were judging me when I kept running up and sliding down the slide haha x) Then I just lay there and count the stars. FYI, i'm a girl that really isn't afraid of dirt. I know many of the girls would be like omg the slide is so dirty you still lie there, if i wouldn't. I'll just lie, not like I don't bathe when I go home right. Oh ya, admired the bboys at the multipurpose hall near my house. I feel damn lucky, you know the bakau rockers, a bboy crew that's quite popular in the bboy circle practice here! I was watching them do one hand spins effortlessly and house moves like WOW. Totally awed, kept walking pass intentionally cause I was really bored and impressed, i hope they didn't find me weird x)
Went back home to check again, nope. Started watering the plants outside my house and pluck out the leaves that have turned yellow. Took my bike and went down to cycle around the neighbourhood. Had the strong urge to play swing but the nearest swing i'm aware of is at punggol park and i don't feel like cycling on the car road. Was making sharp turns and having fun then I banged. WHOOPS, luckily I didn't fall, only scratched and bled a bit by the paddle, and... my bike's spoilt :( The chain came off, and the paddle wasn't connected to the wheel. Well, luckily i'm just nearby, pushed my bike back home.
There wasn't anything else I could do, so I started revising my dance step at the empty space infront of the lift. Finished recapping 2 songs once and while I was halfway through the second time of running through the steps, the lift door open and poof, I saw DADDY! :D Went into the house I realised it's going 10 already. So i've been loitering outside for 3 plus hours :b My phone was flat so i was quite disorientated in terms of the time.
So today morning, I watched a youtube video about how if a certain thing didn't happen that day, it wouldn't lead to all the rest of the activities. Like if you didn't make a choice to have breakfast at home this morning, you wouldn't miss the bus and be late for work, having to take a taxi. You wouldn't have no money for lunch because of the taxi fare and have to go to the atm. You wouldn't have bumped into a guy who spilled coffee on you on your way to the atm and you wouldn't have gotten scolded by your boss for being in a mess during the meeting. If the boss didn't quarrel with the boyfriend yesterday, she wouldn't be in such a bad mood today and she wouldn't have scolded you and ask you to go home. (this is just an example). I found this really interesting.
Life is all about choices, and there's never such a thing as a bad choice. Even a bad choice can turn into a good choice. Just like today, if i hadn't gone swimming yesterday, I would be well for school. If i went to school, I wouldn't have to go rivervale plaza to see doctor and take MC. If I didn't go rivervale plaza, I wouldn't have lost my keys, and I would go home and probably slack my night away. But precisely because I lost my keys, I started my night adventure and had a whale of my time :)
Still feeling quite unwell physically although my soul feels rejunvenated. MIND OVER BODY can be used here, not just only when exercising! Hence, I shall go to school tomorrow because I don't wanna miss lesson and spend more time reading up on my own!
Lastly,
Don't conform to what society wants of you if that's not who you truly want to be. Be your true self and quote this from me:
Even if being a little weird makes people distant themselves from you, it's better than forcing yourself to be accepted by social norms just for sticking with those pathetic friends. Dont lose your identity, don't be a drone.
Be a rebel.
ON a side note, this is me now... my nose is dropping
One day i would really like to buy some bubbles and play.
Hello readers, i didn't go to school today, because I was feeling very sick. Flu and asthma from the swimming yesterday... I think I too long never swim and the multiple dives, challenging myself till i get out of breath made my throat tighter and started wheezing as I breathe...
Went hougang mall to have dinner with zong hong and discussed about our study plans. I must admit that we are rather ambitious, but it's okay, planning and believing is the FIRST STEP! Dropped by rivervale plaza to see doctor, so the doctor asked if i had past history of asthma, which i do, but the last attack was sec 2 during my dance SYF INTENSIVE training where i couldn't breathe... I seriously think it has to do with my height yo. I think I too tall, then my heart abit too weak to pump and supply oxygen to the elongated parts of me... That's why I always feel very cold easily too because my hands too far away from my heart. (LYNETTETOLOGY) Did some grocery shopping at fairprice then went home realising I lost my key. My phone was flat after a few calls to my parents cause no one was home.
So I camped outside my door but got bored within 5 minutes, took my bike and cycled to the punggol waterway/ punggol end (I have no idea wh t's the exact name of the place) bridge. I believe we all have that place where we always go alone and stay there for awhile to chill and find our inner peace right, it's like our secret hideout. My secret hideout used to be a slacking corner outside my old dance school studio, but now my school dance studio shifted to Jalan Salaseh so I changed my hideout after finding this place from cycling and jogging. The view at the bridge, is really beautiful :) Oh ya, all my cycling adventures, must still thank Anthony for giving me this pink bike hehe :D On the way back, saw this guy cycling without hands and I was bored so I decided to try. FYI, my bike is some noob bike and not a pro bike so very hard to balance. Tried the whole journey back and managed to cycle without hands mostly 5seconds and the longest 10 seconds. You know from this simple activity, I reflected and learnt something very interesting. I realised the times where I lost balance at 5 seconds were the times that my hands were off the handles, but still very close to grab it back any time because I was scared. And the 3 times that I successful did 10 secs without hands, were those when I took a leap of faith, believe in myself and place my hands away from the handle, and focus on where I was going forward. Doesn't this just tells us the very simple logic of: Sometimes, we are too reliant on help, that we become dependent (on the handles), we will never succeed if we don't step out of our comfort zone and venture out. And a lot of times it's not that we can't, it's that we're afraid of failure (falling down when we lose balance), that we don't even dare to try. We keep playing safe. Also, cycling is like the journey of studying smart. Compared to those people jogging (studying hard) who have to consistently put their fuel to move forward, if we use the right tactic to move forward, we can move faster. Maybe a little harder when going uphill, but your reward comes when you go downhill where you don't even need any effort to paddle yourself forward.
Cycled back home and did some exercises at the exercise corner downstairs. Door, still locked. House, still empty. Suddenly a crazy thought came to my mind, i shall take the lift opposite. Went to 1st storey and press 16th, and did a hand stand in the lift and waited for the door to close, came down at around level 5 because I thought someone was gonna come in, so first attempt failed. Went down to first storey again, and tried the same thing again. This time was successful, only came down when the door opened on the 16th storey, it's really a once in a lifetime experience taking lift opposite!! HAHA :D Went down again, played around the two playgrounds in my neighbourhood. I swear those 'ah bengs' were judging me when I kept running up and sliding down the slide haha x) Then I just lay there and count the stars. FYI, i'm a girl that really isn't afraid of dirt. I know many of the girls would be like omg the slide is so dirty you still lie there, if i wouldn't. I'll just lie, not like I don't bathe when I go home right. Oh ya, admired the bboys at the multipurpose hall near my house. I feel damn lucky, you know the bakau rockers, a bboy crew that's quite popular in the bboy circle practice here! I was watching them do one hand spins effortlessly and house moves like WOW. Totally awed, kept walking pass intentionally cause I was really bored and impressed, i hope they didn't find me weird x)
Went back home to check again, nope. Started watering the plants outside my house and pluck out the leaves that have turned yellow. Took my bike and went down to cycle around the neighbourhood. Had the strong urge to play swing but the nearest swing i'm aware of is at punggol park and i don't feel like cycling on the car road. Was making sharp turns and having fun then I banged. WHOOPS, luckily I didn't fall, only scratched and bled a bit by the paddle, and... my bike's spoilt :( The chain came off, and the paddle wasn't connected to the wheel. Well, luckily i'm just nearby, pushed my bike back home.
There wasn't anything else I could do, so I started revising my dance step at the empty space infront of the lift. Finished recapping 2 songs once and while I was halfway through the second time of running through the steps, the lift door open and poof, I saw DADDY! :D Went into the house I realised it's going 10 already. So i've been loitering outside for 3 plus hours :b My phone was flat so i was quite disorientated in terms of the time.
So today morning, I watched a youtube video about how if a certain thing didn't happen that day, it wouldn't lead to all the rest of the activities. Like if you didn't make a choice to have breakfast at home this morning, you wouldn't miss the bus and be late for work, having to take a taxi. You wouldn't have no money for lunch because of the taxi fare and have to go to the atm. You wouldn't have bumped into a guy who spilled coffee on you on your way to the atm and you wouldn't have gotten scolded by your boss for being in a mess during the meeting. If the boss didn't quarrel with the boyfriend yesterday, she wouldn't be in such a bad mood today and she wouldn't have scolded you and ask you to go home. (this is just an example). I found this really interesting.
Life is all about choices, and there's never such a thing as a bad choice. Even a bad choice can turn into a good choice. Just like today, if i hadn't gone swimming yesterday, I would be well for school. If i went to school, I wouldn't have to go rivervale plaza to see doctor and take MC. If I didn't go rivervale plaza, I wouldn't have lost my keys, and I would go home and probably slack my night away. But precisely because I lost my keys, I started my night adventure and had a whale of my time :)
Still feeling quite unwell physically although my soul feels rejunvenated. MIND OVER BODY can be used here, not just only when exercising! Hence, I shall go to school tomorrow because I don't wanna miss lesson and spend more time reading up on my own!
Hope you guys enjoyed reading my post! :D
Lastly,
Even if being a little weird makes people distant themselves from you, it's better than forcing yourself to be accepted by social norms just for sticking with those pathetic friends. Dont lose your identity, don't be a drone.
Be a rebel.
Those that mind wouldn't matter and those who matter wouldn't mind.
ON a side note, this is me now... my nose is dropping
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