me being me
Hello readers. Random post early in the morning because I really have quite a lot to feel this morning. All along, I knew that I was the type of girl that took very long to move on, and is always reminiscing about good old times. But recently I told myself that's not me after somethings happened which I totally didn't wanna think about. but I guess I'm wrong. I'm still the same. What I've learn is that: Just because there's one exception proving different from how you usually feel, it doesn't mean your attitude changed. Especially when subsequently u feel the same as in the past for other matters, you know that's the real you .
So ... You guys must be guessing what am I missing about in the past right? After the disappointing cancelled appointment yesterday,all these just flooded into my mind. Thinking about it, he was always there throughout the 4 years of my life, and I think among the friends that I''ve been closed to, he's the least appreciated by me. You know those moments when you are hanging out with two people but BecAuse u are closer to one of them, u always attribute all the joy with them? And he's that third person that's always there but ... I failed to appreciate him. The old times, through my both ex, he was always there. I miss the times where we would see each other on the bus to school because we take the dame bus . The Times when we swap seats with our dear classmates so that we can sit together and keep playing during lesson instead of listening.the suppers after the study nights, all the KFC challenge in attempt to get you fat but the way you eat kfc just amuses me. Till the frequent meetups to town for good food and always paying for my meals even though I hate it when guys do that but the places you eat at are really too expensive. Running around in town to catch our movie. Going jogging together to train for your napfa, going to each other's house and each time u come my house u''ll play the piano. Till sending me off at the airport on my school trip to Taiwan super early in the morning because my parents couldn't be bothered to sent me. Cheering me up really well and making me laugh through whatsapp chats when I'm sad. Shopping and more online shopping together to get cool and stylo leopard print stuffs.
Hey teddy, thanks for being in my life. <3 p="">
So ... You guys must be guessing what am I missing about in the past right? After the disappointing cancelled appointment yesterday,all these just flooded into my mind. Thinking about it, he was always there throughout the 4 years of my life, and I think among the friends that I''ve been closed to, he's the least appreciated by me. You know those moments when you are hanging out with two people but BecAuse u are closer to one of them, u always attribute all the joy with them? And he's that third person that's always there but ... I failed to appreciate him. The old times, through my both ex, he was always there. I miss the times where we would see each other on the bus to school because we take the dame bus . The Times when we swap seats with our dear classmates so that we can sit together and keep playing during lesson instead of listening.the suppers after the study nights, all the KFC challenge in attempt to get you fat but the way you eat kfc just amuses me. Till the frequent meetups to town for good food and always paying for my meals even though I hate it when guys do that but the places you eat at are really too expensive. Running around in town to catch our movie. Going jogging together to train for your napfa, going to each other's house and each time u come my house u''ll play the piano. Till sending me off at the airport on my school trip to Taiwan super early in the morning because my parents couldn't be bothered to sent me. Cheering me up really well and making me laugh through whatsapp chats when I'm sad. Shopping and more online shopping together to get cool and stylo leopard print stuffs.
Hey teddy, thanks for being in my life. <3 p="">
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