Just give me a reason


YOU'LL THINK I'M CRAZY, BUT I'M AFRAID.



  Hello readers, really feels good to 睡到自然醒 every day and not drag my lethargic self to places I long not to be. So, today I had a good afternoon because my mom encouraged me about my progress instead of scolding and scolding non-stop. Also, went for dance and I think I learnt some 2NE1 song for Jacky's class. Total crash course after missing class for 3 weeks, was a little rusty to begin with then still had to speed learn the steps from last week. Super tired and out of breath, I thought it was just me who had such a bad stamina, but i guess no, everyone's as tired HAHA. After that had DFS training, 'Just Give Me a Reason' lyrical hiphop sharing by Keisha. It was pure indulgence that I really caught the wrong verse a lot of times because I was more into enjoying and feeling it rather than remembering all the steps :b Had an efficient dinner alone at Greenwich V then walk home after bus 50 brought me to compass point.

  I really need to brace myself and learn to trust. Don't even tell me about learning to love, I have problems trusting my friends and people around me. I really don't want to be like this, doubting everyone's true intention but I can't help it. Trying to force myself to go out more and have fun and think lesser :) Hopefully the night cycling later with my bros will be a success! :D

  Maybe not the first two but the last two really applies.





& I hate being with people because I don't like it when I see through their intentions.

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