Back to basics
Hello readers.
I think school's crazy, the fact that they give us lessons till 7pm today. 7am to 7pm?! Was rushing, revising, and studying every break, rarely had time to eat had to stuff our food down and faster study. And they stress so much about revising, internalising and organising your notes. Even trying to accomplish these 3 points alone every night i'm dying. Let alone the homework that each subject needs like 2 hours. That damn moment when you spent your whole weekend studying from morning to night (okay maybe 10am, i can't wake up any earlier) but you still can't clear your homework. I did revision during the weekends too. I think to really catch up on all that i'm lagging behind, I really have to resort to sleeping at 1am every night and chiong study all the way. Damn stress, it's count down 100 plus more days to A levels. That's like zooom, it's A levels. I just need to endure a while more and it'll all be worth it.
Last time I didn't care I could just play piano whenever I want and one play is few hours. But now even when I feel like touching the keys for 5mins I can't because I know i'll exceed an hour very unknowingly... No time to be wasted. I'd like to describe my life now as back to the basics and wasted. Because it's really simple (and boring) but supposedly purposeful and meaningful.Cycle of study, eat, study, eat, study study, sleep, and replay. NIGHTS.
I think school's crazy, the fact that they give us lessons till 7pm today. 7am to 7pm?! Was rushing, revising, and studying every break, rarely had time to eat had to stuff our food down and faster study. And they stress so much about revising, internalising and organising your notes. Even trying to accomplish these 3 points alone every night i'm dying. Let alone the homework that each subject needs like 2 hours. That damn moment when you spent your whole weekend studying from morning to night (okay maybe 10am, i can't wake up any earlier) but you still can't clear your homework. I did revision during the weekends too. I think to really catch up on all that i'm lagging behind, I really have to resort to sleeping at 1am every night and chiong study all the way. Damn stress, it's count down 100 plus more days to A levels. That's like zooom, it's A levels. I just need to endure a while more and it'll all be worth it.
Last time I didn't care I could just play piano whenever I want and one play is few hours. But now even when I feel like touching the keys for 5mins I can't because I know i'll exceed an hour very unknowingly... No time to be wasted. I'd like to describe my life now as back to the basics and wasted. Because it's really simple (and boring) but supposedly purposeful and meaningful.Cycle of study, eat, study, eat, study study, sleep, and replay. NIGHTS.
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