dreams

Hello guys. I'm sorry but to be real practical here, it feels better when someone you fancy does something nice for you compared to random somebody anybody:b I don't know is it just me being over sensitive (being a girl, this is something I can never overcome), but recently I've spot two instances where you''re nice to me :) you probably didn't think much of it, but it really made my day each time I replay it in my head and makes me smile to myself. (Gahh, I need to stop sounding so hopeless.)

I was actually in a bad mood today because I fell asleep intentionally during econs but I didn't expect getting the attention of the whole LT. I WAS  really TIRED BUT EVEN MORE EMBARRASSED AT THAT POINT OF TIME. ended up walking home with my head hung low in embarrassment. that , made a bad end to my day. Then I went Rp Mac to do some work. Overheard the conversation of the guys sitting beside me and it appears that they play the guitar. So I was tempted and itched for some guitar so I went home to play guitar haha. Did a short cover after 5 mi s of practicing and learning. Spare me please, I could actually sing a little better but it's so hard to focus on your key while playing the ukelele, plus reading off the lyrics of the song from the screen. Unlike studying, for this, I'm very confident that with sufficient practice I''ll improve a lot ! ^^


My after A's plan is so exciting. I wanna audition for Singapore youth Chinese orchestra,  my dream is to perform with them but if I'm too old I shall try Singapore Chinese orchestra which is damn damn damn professional. And in gonna have a half a year of brushing up my rusty guzheng skills time. I'm also gonna continue with no piano class, I want like two lessons per week so that I can progress faster and my goal is grade 8 in 3-4 years. I'm gonn go for pike dance open classes like 2* times a week( excluding The Sunday routinely one) .. and if I still have money, I wanna go take guitar class and get my basics well then I can progresss myself! If I dont have so much money, maybe I''ll work for the rest of my time for all these fees but it's gonna be so amazing so exciting. I wanna be so fulfilled and accomplished before a new journey of hectic university starts.

So many plans for the future that we don't have a clue but I hope they aid me as a goal to look forwardto at my final destination of a levels. Not to forget, its less than a hundred days to A'{...jiayous every one. You guys May feel extremely overwhelmed now but do not give yourself too much stress if not you''ll be paralysed by it. How contradicting it sounds, but despite the right schedule, please reward yourself with more relax time and rest.that's all, kudos .

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