Don't leave me alone
生命有几个过客,会带走你的天真?
Hello readers, it's 11:46, a sign of being normal because i'm not like blogging half pass 12. My goal is to sleep before 12! Also, pardon me for the lack of pictures for the posts this period as it really requies quite some time managing the photos. I'm just trying to keep it a simple and sweet update here. Let's do by point form because... I've been studying like that recently.
1) YAY for 8 happy days, because within these 8 days I didn't turn bipolar. (I didn't really count I backtracked using my blog posts :b) I hope I can keep it this way. This weekend has been really productive for me in terms of both quality and quantity time spent with my books. Sadly, every sunday at 3pm to 6pm, I'll keep looking at my watch thinking, they just started dance, they're still dancing and OH, dance ended already. Gonna miss a few performances, competitions and the annual concert due to A's, but i'm gonna be the emcee for the concert so I need to practice my oral skills already. (MY ENGLAND VERY POWDERFUL PEOPLE THAT KNOW ME SHOULD KNOW)
2) I received presents from my clique! I keep receiving presents lately. From my birthday to the random notes of encouragement and anonymous gift! A thousand thanks to Mavis, this girl for being so strong to handle so many stuffs on her own, I hope things will eventually get better for her. To my clique, I have received the sweetest present in my life! To me, a $1 card is like the best gift that can touch me to drop 1 tear for you! Can really tell they spent a lot of effort preparing, being secretive and disappearing for the past days, making me think that they are planning their own outings and activities without me :( Because of their 用心, when reading each letter, tears always well up in my eyes. Just like how cute sheryl is, was telling her how I lack motivation and she sent me a super long text that after reading I was tearing in public. Then I told her why you make me cry in public :@, then she still sorry sorry haha why she so cute! And to April, going the extra extra mile for me, really looking out for me and guiding me as much as she can! Spending time to help me research, and using my logic to make sense for me. This girl ah, got IQ, got EQ (Y). Also, how she manages to stay in school and study till 9pm straight after school end, compared to me who just wanna get out of sch the moment school ends, is really admirable. I tried (force myself very badly) staying till 7pm and I end up dozing off in school... And the yanjun who always listen to me talk rubbish when the teacher's talking about serious class during tutorials xD Her reaction is so amusing.
3) How excited I was to meet Joshen for supper because it feels like after a week of torture I definitely deserve some slack and fun! It was kuku how we just sat there till after 12plus midnight and decided it's time to go home when if we left 15 mins earlier we could have caught the last train and not take taxi( 50% surcharge) ... We really need to do some coordination on our dressing, we need to dress nicely on the same day and be some fashionista with our shades and high cuts and arm candiesss! Last friday he damn step one dancer, the dressing xD Lastly, we need a lot more 'catch-up about life' time when we meet up but the books are getting in the way.
4) It's still a happy day but I need to rant about this particular annoying person called J (not joshen). I think I was really dumb to believe you when you said you treat me as someone important in your life even though I don't feel very close to you but I try to make myself more comfortable around you. Till today, I'm utterly disappointed. Is an important person for you to call only when you remember them (because you're feeling down a you wanna go for a drink, and you scroll your contact twice and saw this name Lynette that seems quite on and call to take a chance). The reason I agreed to go meet you at late nights was because I think you're a nice guy and you sound so sad and it's so heartlesss to leave a friend emo-ing alone. And on the account that last time working at RWS MICE you were super nice to me, saving me like 9/10 times i'm lost in that crazy big place by sneaking out from your shift, hiding good food in the kitchen for me and the long free shuttle bus home after work because we stay nearby. And last time I was playing cool so I was quite cold and mean to you, but I realised how much you did and willing to do for me then I was super guilty. But now you're really taking me for granted. Calling me at the most random hours, in the middle of the night, even if I was awake my phone wouldn't be with me. At least I bothered texting you the next day asking you what's wrong, but you don't even bother replying. and a week later on a random day, when you're feeling down u call again. Thanks for making me feel so extra.
5) It's really half passed twelve, i'm turning owl again. Goodnight my love, before it's too late.
MAY THIS WEEK BE A FRUITFUL, ENRICHING AND JOYFUL ONE!
/clubbing this wed w DFUNK. WHEEE, FINALLY , MY LONG AWAITED ZOUK. LET THE PARTY LIGHTS BEGIN.
Hello readers, it's 11:46, a sign of being normal because i'm not like blogging half pass 12. My goal is to sleep before 12! Also, pardon me for the lack of pictures for the posts this period as it really requies quite some time managing the photos. I'm just trying to keep it a simple and sweet update here. Let's do by point form because... I've been studying like that recently.
1) YAY for 8 happy days, because within these 8 days I didn't turn bipolar. (I didn't really count I backtracked using my blog posts :b) I hope I can keep it this way. This weekend has been really productive for me in terms of both quality and quantity time spent with my books. Sadly, every sunday at 3pm to 6pm, I'll keep looking at my watch thinking, they just started dance, they're still dancing and OH, dance ended already. Gonna miss a few performances, competitions and the annual concert due to A's, but i'm gonna be the emcee for the concert so I need to practice my oral skills already. (MY ENGLAND VERY POWDERFUL PEOPLE THAT KNOW ME SHOULD KNOW)
2) I received presents from my clique! I keep receiving presents lately. From my birthday to the random notes of encouragement and anonymous gift! A thousand thanks to Mavis, this girl for being so strong to handle so many stuffs on her own, I hope things will eventually get better for her. To my clique, I have received the sweetest present in my life! To me, a $1 card is like the best gift that can touch me to drop 1 tear for you! Can really tell they spent a lot of effort preparing, being secretive and disappearing for the past days, making me think that they are planning their own outings and activities without me :( Because of their 用心, when reading each letter, tears always well up in my eyes. Just like how cute sheryl is, was telling her how I lack motivation and she sent me a super long text that after reading I was tearing in public. Then I told her why you make me cry in public :@, then she still sorry sorry haha why she so cute! And to April, going the extra extra mile for me, really looking out for me and guiding me as much as she can! Spending time to help me research, and using my logic to make sense for me. This girl ah, got IQ, got EQ (Y). Also, how she manages to stay in school and study till 9pm straight after school end, compared to me who just wanna get out of sch the moment school ends, is really admirable. I tried (force myself very badly) staying till 7pm and I end up dozing off in school... And the yanjun who always listen to me talk rubbish when the teacher's talking about serious class during tutorials xD Her reaction is so amusing.
3) How excited I was to meet Joshen for supper because it feels like after a week of torture I definitely deserve some slack and fun! It was kuku how we just sat there till after 12plus midnight and decided it's time to go home when if we left 15 mins earlier we could have caught the last train and not take taxi( 50% surcharge) ... We really need to do some coordination on our dressing, we need to dress nicely on the same day and be some fashionista with our shades and high cuts and arm candiesss! Last friday he damn step one dancer, the dressing xD Lastly, we need a lot more 'catch-up about life' time when we meet up but the books are getting in the way.
4) It's still a happy day but I need to rant about this particular annoying person called J (not joshen). I think I was really dumb to believe you when you said you treat me as someone important in your life even though I don't feel very close to you but I try to make myself more comfortable around you. Till today, I'm utterly disappointed. Is an important person for you to call only when you remember them (because you're feeling down a you wanna go for a drink, and you scroll your contact twice and saw this name Lynette that seems quite on and call to take a chance). The reason I agreed to go meet you at late nights was because I think you're a nice guy and you sound so sad and it's so heartlesss to leave a friend emo-ing alone. And on the account that last time working at RWS MICE you were super nice to me, saving me like 9/10 times i'm lost in that crazy big place by sneaking out from your shift, hiding good food in the kitchen for me and the long free shuttle bus home after work because we stay nearby. And last time I was playing cool so I was quite cold and mean to you, but I realised how much you did and willing to do for me then I was super guilty. But now you're really taking me for granted. Calling me at the most random hours, in the middle of the night, even if I was awake my phone wouldn't be with me. At least I bothered texting you the next day asking you what's wrong, but you don't even bother replying. and a week later on a random day, when you're feeling down u call again. Thanks for making me feel so extra.
5) It's really half passed twelve, i'm turning owl again. Goodnight my love, before it's too late.
MAY THIS WEEK BE A FRUITFUL, ENRICHING AND JOYFUL ONE!
/clubbing this wed w DFUNK. WHEEE, FINALLY , MY LONG AWAITED ZOUK. LET THE PARTY LIGHTS BEGIN.
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